That feeling has been around for the past few weeks. Bittersweetness.
Recently, my cousin got married - The youngest of the boys. I was obviously very happy for him.. But at the same time there was this tinge of, sadness. Happy sad, kind of thing. Knowing that, that time of when we all used to be together, and have laughs.. Will sort of change. It's been an interesting turn of events lately. A lot of family gatherings have shown me that, yes I miss having them.. but at the same time, I couldn't do that ALL the time. Once in a while is very sweet. More than that, would be.. Too much. But, I've had a great time.. Especially with all the silly stuff we've gotten upto. Or when we just stared at the floor in sheer boredom! =D
Bittersweetness is very hard to explain. For instance, you hear this fantastic news about someone you love and care for so dearly. But a part of you, reacts so strangely. It's a happiness that is painful, but at the same time it's very calming and exciting. It's a very very strange emotion.. And I have felt that far too much in this recent past.
Oh well.. C'est la vie.
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Salaam-e-ishq ishq ishq Salaam-e-ishqqqq..LoL...Good Times...
being happy and feeling tortured at the same time. yup. i get it.
=D Yaaay!!
*Cheers* to our new found friendship!
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