Sunday, October 07, 2007

"Stand on the edge with me.."

You know that feeling.. That undescribeable feeling, when you're running so fast, and all you can feel is your heart thumping rapidly and you can feel droplets of sweat across your forehead with your feet that just don't seem to stop at all.. And you just keep going and going.. And just feel so absolutely free! Well take that feeling, and multiply it by a thousand, and maybe.. Just maybe, you'll see how I feel right now.

The move to uni was very smooth.. I wasn't that nervous when I found my room and settled in. I was more excited than anything really.. To meet my flat mates, to get started with freshers' week, to do all of the new student things.. And just have a good time. And I did.

It's been an interesting past 2 weeks of my life.. One that I've waited for, for far too long.. Judging by how the past year has been for me, lord knows.. I needed this. And I know for sure, that I deserve it as well. (Wow, that was probably the first time I've ever said that!)

All the moments leading up to this part of my life, was worth it. All that I had gone through, for all these years, be it good or bad, was worth every bit.. I have a slight inkling, that this year will get better as it progresses. None of that negativity, or sadness anymore.. This is where it all starts to go uphill. And I don't "hope" for it.. I know it.

So here's to all of you, who have begun a new part of your life. It feels great.. Doesn't it?

PS: Here's a song, that has become my favourite over the past few weeks.. Goo Goo Dolls - Before it's too late.