Hmph, Pfft and everything in between.

I am here.. To speak the intelligent, meaningful and deep thoughts of my brain. Please stand back.. This may be too, intense for you. =D

- Dreams are torturous. They show you things you want so clearly, and so realistically that for a few hours you think you actually have them.. UNTIL you wake up. Pfft. I'm glad I'm somewhat of an insomniac. At least there's less space for being tortured, oh so frequently by them. =(

- I have my first set of exams a week today. Yes, I'm the most calmest person there is going in the month of exams. Why? I really don't know. I'm not really confident, nor am I anywhere near prepared.. Then why, Lord, why am I not scared?

- I have no plans for the summer. HOW sad is that? There's somewhat of an idea, but I have no idea how well that will go. Otherwise, I envision myself sitting in this exact position, day after day, through the summer.. And goofily smiling at my mobile phone and the laptop. Oh yes I'm going to have a part-ay, oh yes I am.

- I am 19. Treat me like an adult.. Or else.

- The spider, yes.. THAT one is alive. Probably not the same one, but I'm guessing his child was the one. He guarded the corner of my ceiling for the longest time. I wasn't scared this time, because he became more of a friend to me than before. I told him intimate stories of my life.. And just randomly smiled at the ceiling every now and then whilst walking in/out of the room. This may seem like peculiar behaviour to you.. But I'll have you know, sometimes talking to such creatures is better than talking to anyone human. Honestly, you should try it. It gets boring after a while, because eventually the spider falls off the ceiling and then you realise.. "Oh great, so I've been talking to a dead spider for weeks". But instead, I thought to myself "I killed my spider. He died listening to me. =|"

- This year of college has been so bleak. It's been one of those where as soon as it started, I wanted it to end. Now that it's coming to an end I don't feel any strong emotion towards it.. Not even a bit of melancholy or anything. Just glad. There are no particular memories I take from these two years at college. I guess just the whole education thing was the only highlight of it. Nothing else at all.. No social life, or anything substancial like that. The one thing I take with me though, was the first day I had there. It was the most nerve-wrecking, most strangest and un-special day. And ofcourse, the last day I have there, which I will in the coming weeks. Other than that, nope.. Nothing else.

- I'm madly in love with "Heroes". I mean, mad. It's just beyond fantastic, and it gets better with each episode. There's no other word but "Brilliant" to describe it. Those of you who don't watch it, please stop reading my blog and start downloading Heroes. You have no idea what you are missing!! (And by you I mean Civilisation.)

- The most interesting thing I did this week was.. Wait for it.. Walk in a storm. It was thundering, pouring down with the heaviest rain, and the darkest day I've seen in a while.. And I walked through that. I actually walked through it. And I don't mean just a tiny step into my front garden (like I usually do), but a whole proper walk to the main street, buying something and walking all the way back inside. It was .. Lovely. Strangely enough it gives you this heightened sense of warmth and.. something that is rather indescribable.. All I know is, that all I wanted to do right then was to curl up infront of a burning fireplace, with a nice movie and my big fat blanket.

- I am scared of Yousuf. Yes, that's right. I am scared of my 1 year old nephew. How can I not be? He throws big electronic balls on my foot, and slaps me, hits me and pulls my hair. And when I say "NO" to him, he smiles and gives me a kiss.. Oh he's sly, that child. He has more energy than I do in a year. 'Nuff said.

- I think maybe it's time I build a house in the middle of the Pacific ocean. It may be a bit.. hard, but it's worth it.

That's about it from me. Good luck to everyone who has their exams. As for those of you who do not and are on holiday - Go suck a lemon. =D