Lately, I've been trying to make my college part of life seem better. I try talking to people I would never have before, and I try looking at them through a different light, so to speak. Having said that, I don't think I can continue with it any longer! I tried for a while, and I think it's pretty clear where I stand in all of that, yes I am labelled a loner.
To be honest, I can't be more happy. I'd rather spend the rest of the year alone, than mingle with those absolutely shallow and artificial people.
This morning was when I made that decision. I was waiting for the bus to college, when these two guys [clearly from my college] started putting this horrendous song on their phone's loudspeakers. It was unbearable! The lyrics were nasty and so meaningless. The music was all repetative, which was seen through the three other tracks he played. It was pure torture. Luckily though, the bus driver didn't let them on!
When I got to college, I walked through the corridors and stopped. A herd of guys were coming through, and I literally felt nauseous looking at them. Each of them had their caps half way off their heads, they all wore the same "thuggish" looking outfits that were either from Nike, or the like. They all had their mobile phones blasting with some form of crap music, also known as R&B, Hip Hop, Rap and other such nonsense. Along with that, they all had big fat gold/silver chains/bracelets/rings. And last but not least, they all walked with their bottoms half way down their arses, as they walked with the limp. What a pretty sight, eh?
It was then I realised, what a bunch of clones they were. They all looked just like the other, and they all talked in slang, whilst kissing their teeth every so often, and swearing with every other word. And ooh, here is an example;
"I know bruv, tell me bout it! I aint takin no (profanity) sh*t from no (more profanities) yeah, yeah innit bruv!! *Kisses teeth whilst he picks up the phone* Yeah yeah, wagwaan? I don't (profanity) know blad! Get your (profanity) ass down here you (and yet another profanity).."
And obviously the extremely inteligent conversation goes on from there.. It was absolutely sickening, seeing that first thing in the morning! I got into class after that, and what do I see? The same-ish atmoshpere there, except this time, it's girls. They all have those skinny jeans on, with those short jackets with fluffy cuffs and hoodies, along with big hooped earings, and make up. Oh, and not to forget the same high-heeled boots. Yep, more clones.
What's even sad is that, there are a bunch of indian guys who have joined college. They have come from Mumbai, etc. And about 3 months ago, they were so different. They had side partings, wore normal jeans and t-shirts! Now, they all have a ciggerate in their hands, and go to the store to pick up *Root Beer*, and thinking it's actually alcoholic beer they drink it with a huge fat grin on their faces. They start walking with the limp as well, and begin to wear similar thuggish clothes whilst blaring the same sad music. Oh, and they hum along as well. Tsk..
It's very very hard to find someone with substance and some form of individual personality here. VERY hard. Probably impossible actually. They are all so immature, fake and uninteligent. Some of them have been in the same course for 4 years. Or more. Enough said! I mean, I tried to start off a conversation with this girl in one of my Alevel classes, and this is how it went:
Me: So hey, how are you finding psychology this year?
Substanceless girl: Err.. Don't know. I don't really care. I just come in to get my EMA, need to buy my boyfriend something, going to go see him next weekend, he doesn't live here! I've not seen him in 2 weeks, I miss him so much! You know we got together a couple of months ago, and we had our first fight two days ago. It was so bad. I can't believe we even faught, I was up all night crying..
Me: Oh, I see.. *Turns face away*
Substanceless and now irritating girl: Yeah, it was bad! He called me at night and I was really sleepy so I said "babe I'll call you later".. And he just hung up on me! I was so upsetttttt!! Oh, it was terrible!
Me: Oh yeah, sounds awful, how did you get through such a heart-breaking episode in your ever so eventful life?
Irritating Girl: It was, it was heart-breaking! I called him up the next morning, and said I was so sorry and then I told him to never do that again!
Me:*Ignore*
.. Obviously it was a pretty bad idea. And yes, I won't ever make the mistake ever again. Tsk. Oh and this isn't even HALF as bad as the other girls, so you can imagine, what I go through. I can't even handle sitting in the same class as these people, it's unbelievable how pathetically immature they are.
Ooh, I feel better. Oh well, back into my safety box now. =D Yaay!
3 comments:
the widdly waddly limp... the gravitating crotch.. they're not horrible INDIVIDUALLY. In groups, bah... total diffusion. Try getting to know one of them, these "thugs" have some pretty sharp things to say actually. Then again, meet a real one, not a pretentious crotch-grabbing and remarkably horrid sounding rapper.
Heehe... just hug your cats and smile smile smile
they *are* horrible individuals. In groups or not. Just horrible. And they have absolutely nothing to say, trust me, spend a day - even an hour at my college, and you'll see what I mean.. Tsk Tsk
=D be a loner i says, has done me fine.
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