Word Vomit

According to the "Urban Dictionary", Word Vomit means, "a point in a conversation where you say something that you really did not mean to." Now that, sums up how I've been feeling this whole past day and a half. I have been saying things I shouldn't have, and obviously regretted it later, as it brought nothing good. It only twisted my brain further. After which, I kept proving to myself how sad and silly I really was. (Word Vomit - Also taken from the movie, "Mean Girls")

Obviously, if you do something once, that isn't correct, you try not to do it again. Right?? Well, most of the time, yes.. But, today, I went ahead, and repeated a scene from last night. Well, give or take a few things. Seriously.. I'm still shaking my head at myself.

On to more interesting things. I know someone who dances, quite.. entertainingly. I'm sure if this video was posted on Youtube, he'd have plenty of viewers. Also, they'd definitely. DEFINITELY. WITHOUT A DOUBT, fall head over heels in love with him. =D But I must say, honestly, It was brilliant..! So, Please pass me your postal addresses, and I shall post you each a CD of it. If you need to know more details, just nudge me on msn. He he he.. Till this day, I've just been looking for something like this, to just.. begin my evil, you know.. plan. I mean er.. I'm sorry?

Two weeks to go till I sit in an exam hall, giving my AS literature papers. I'm so scared. With me, I get really nervous and panicky, before the exams.. So nervous, that I stop studying completely.. Cause if I do, I don't really concentrate.. And I get really distracted, whilst bitting at my own flesh off my fingers. Yummy.

I can't wait till the 18th of May. The day we all find out if there will be a season 4, to One Tree Hill.. And if so, the schedule of their episodes. WOW. Now that is something to get nervous over.. I mean, Will we ever know who is.. You know.. Or, will Dan ever.. What if Brooke is?.. Does Nathan really..?? What happens with Peyton?? .. Gosh. Oh btw, that was me, talking in coded language. Wicked or what?

Today, I was called a snob, at least four times. I mean, seriously.. Am I really that bad?? Please let me know.. This is really interesting. And oh so painful. *Cries hysterically*.

I guess that is it from me. I have to go and write a big long email!! =D Yaaaaaaaaaaaay! I love those..

Take it easy, everyone!
Ta!

Random Something:

Sigh.. Sigh.. Sigh. And many more Sighs. James Lafferty. At first, In season one, of OTH, I really couldn't stand him, or his character.. All eyes were on Chad Michael Murray, who by the way is also, very wow. But At the end of season 2 and 3, I felt differently about James Lafferty. He changed so much, and became a mature adult, rather than a rebellious, 17 year old. The way he grew, throughout the seasons, showed that there is hope for a lot of the guys out there. =D

Now, For the long-awaited, spitting. I.e. - My random thoughts for the day.

- When a cat feels sad/hurt or just plain moody, do their partners comfort them, like how we do?? I mean, do they have such a thing as a hug, or sweet words. In cat language ofcourse. I was looking at Cookie today, who looked pretty upset, and sat iscolated on one of the steps. I felt really bad, because I didn't know what was going through him.. So I stroked him until he slept. Later, my mind wandered, (as usual) and I began thinking.. "Hmm, If he had a girlfriend, would she comfort him, and say "It's okay sweetie, the other cats are just jealous because you're much fluffier than they are".. Or something equivalent."

- They say, when someone is angry, and they shout at you and say things, it's usually the absolute truth. Hmm. I don't really know if I agree with that. Sometimes, I've said some pretty nasty things to people I love and care about a lot.. And yes, maybe at the time I was really mad at them, but I doubt whatever I spoke, was secretly, the truth.

- My psych tutor, quoted Yoda, from Star Wars today. It fitted perfectly with the lesson.. But was also quite wise.. It went something like this - "Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.." - Quite a clever little - alien type man thing, he is!

- Why do girls purposely wear white (extremely thin materialed) trousers, with a bright coloured underwear underneath. And then say, "Get lost, you (beeping beep)". First off, they do it puposely. I saw four different girls dressed that way today. And then, they just tell the pervy men to bugger off, when they bog at their arses. Tsk Tsk. Women.. In that case, Men. *Shakes head*

- If I stalked someone, lets say, all the way to Aussieland.. Do you think I'd be tired or do you think I'd forget why I was stalking the person to begin with.. =P

- Baby food is so yummy. Apart from - Cauliflower and Cheese. Eugh.

- Why do some perfumes get you all - googly eyed, and all drooly, and all :| ??

- Do babies laugh at us, because they think we're stupid. I mean, we spend a large amount of the day talking to them in baby language, for example - " Gaa.. gaa Goo goo! Gooo!! Buuuu.. aa..Buu!! Gooo gooo!! Ga.. Ga!! Can you say Ga?.. Ga.. Come on , it's GA!" - And then they laugh hysterically for five minutes, whilst we get all melty and all "Awwwe".. But they still don't say "GA".. Gosh. Babies these days.. I mean, you'd think they'd know the whole language by 3 months.. Honestly.

- Making chocolate crispies is hard. You have to melt chocolate - which takes a good 15 mins, and whilst it bubbles (although I don't think it's supposed to do that).. You stir faster and faster and faster, till you fall to the ground. After which, you add the crispies/cornflakes..and stir and stir, and repeat the cycle of falling to the ground, out of extreme pain in the wrists. Then, you carefully make little balls, or just dump them on to a plate, and fridge them. Yes. It was hard work. So glad it's over!

- I think it's time I get on with that email.. Ahem.