I'm going to try something different today.. Ahem. I'm going to write a list of my favourite things.. Let us see, how it goes.. =D
1 - My teddy bear shorts and tee, that I've had since I was 11 years old. Yes, they are far too short now, since I've grown taller, and the tee is now very short too.. But it all fits me, and I love them.. There's just a different feeling, sleeping in them. They are so yummily comfy!
2 - My teddy bears - Yes, fine. I admit, I have four Winnie the Pooh bears.. Three "Russ" bears, two forever friends bears, a camel and a blue dog (with huge dwoopy eyeth) that my dad got me. Ahem.. I think I'll stop the list there for now.. *Whistles innocently*
3 - Chewing gum - Okay, I confess.. I'm an addict. I have 6 packs per 5 days. Sometimes more. Never less.. Tsk Tsk. I swear I have self-control..
4 - One Tree Hill - Everyone knew, it would make my list.. OBVIOUSLY. Just waiting for season 3 to release on to DVD.
5 - My iPod dearest - Even though, to be honest, I have no idea how to use half the functions, at least I know how to upload music on to it, and you know.. Delete stuff, and listen to the rest.. Ahem. Yaay for me.
6 - My bed, pillows and blanket - This should be at the top of the list, actually.. Sigh. I love my blankie and pillows.. They keep me warm, and Cookie as well. What would I do without them? My blankie wraps itself around me, making sure I don't freeze at night, and that my long legs don't fall off and feel neglected either.. I've had my pillow since I was four years old.. So you can imagine the sentimental attachment I have with it.. *sniffs*
7 - Okay fine, Mobile dearest - What would I do without him?
8 - All my Khuses. I love them.. =D They make my feet look pretty..
9 - MY SOCKS!!! GASP!! HOW CAN I FORGET THEM!!! They've been my best friends, since day one. They've been through it all, with me.. I love them very much, and would like to take this opportunity to tell them that they mean a lot to me =D
10 - All my jammies.
11 - My pink fluffy pen. It was fun tickling Cookie's nose!!
12 - Acqua Di Gio.. Need I say more.
13 - My england flag - Also, would like to take this opportunity, to tell Anisa that I am sorry. I ahem.. thought she stole it, when Faisal Bhai was busy chanting around it. Tsk Tsk. I shall send you chocolates in the post, as a way of saying sorry.
14 - My hair straightener. Like how would my hair go all like you know, straight?
15 - My sticker collection
16 - Forever Friends Teddy slippers =D
17 - Cookie's Whiskers. Ahem. Don't ask. I "SWEAR" I've never pulled his whiskers, for fun.. *whistles*
18 - The crack on my wall - It's given me company, when I found myself talking to the walls.. It was truely, the only one who heard me.. And obviously, cracked, in response..
19 - My perfumes - Yes, all 28 of them.
20 - Baby powder - How else can a baby's bottom smell sooooo cute?!?! - NOT that I smell it. *phew*
21 - Candles - Sigh.. A dark room, with a single flame burning.. Soft music in the distance. The windows open, as the curtains begin to blow in, slightly, each time, revealing only a glimpse of the full moon.. And, you, drowning yourself completely. Sigh.
22 - The three elves and the shoemaker - My first every story book.. And I love and know each page by heart =D
23 - Black Leather Sofa's with cat scratches all over them
24 - Ants. - YEAH RIGHT!!!!! *Faints*
The brain has gone missing for a while.. Again. I told mister brain not to walk away when I was in the middle of - deep thinking!! Tsk Tsk.. Has it's own little mind, mister brain does!
Good night everyone!!
I shall continue tomorrow! =D
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Sunday, May 28, 2006
The after effects
After my exams ended on Friday afternoon, I promised myself I'd sleep for ages and ages and..well, ages. I didn't get around to it till after midnight though, since I spent my whole day dusting, hoovering, spraying furniture spray on the everything I could find, ahem, even my tedd- I mean er.. NOT my teddy's. Pfft. I swear I own no such.. absurd, childish things.. I'm totally grown up. *Grr*. Ahem, moving on.. *shakes head*.. I think it's safe to say that I should not be allowed to have a whole spray of furniture polish in my hand. It can get catastrophic.
After my little escapade with the furniture spray, I decided to take everything out of my bookshelves, and re-arrange it, as I was getting frustrated with the tiny tiny fluffs of dust everywhere, and well I just had to do it. I had to. Before I pulled my hair out of my head. Which I almost did, by the way.. Tsk
Moving on..
- Bobble head is currently sitting on my lap, digging his small but SHARP nails into my thenthitive thkin. Okay, I think it's time I do something about my strongness (it's a word!) because I think it's kind of sad, that a 3 month old baby, can actually inflict pain on me. Ahem.
- LOOK AT THE SIZE OF THIS HUGE, HUGE DRAGON FLY =| I ran a mile when I saw it.. Ahem, Outside my window.. *Whistles innocently*..
- I watched this really good indian movie yesterday, called Gangster. It was actually one of the few, very well made movies.. It's pretty short for an indian movie, with a wicked plot and a few good songs to go with it! The acting was brilliant too, apart from the actress - who had a really irritating voice. But overall, definitely something to watch! Click Here
- DEAR GOD IT'S ALMOST THE END OF MAY =| =|
- I think it's time I get out of my night clothes, and wear something else.. Ooh!! I know, JAMMIES!!! =D =D
- I finally got my HUGE ENGLAND FLAG!! YAAY!! Shafina brought me a new one, since I know that Faisal bhai dearest stole mine, burnt it and then chanted around it, so I'd never find it. Or, Anisa still has it, but feels sad, admitting to it. Ahem.. Either ways, Shafina got me one. That is stuck on my door, so everyone knows WHO I SUPPORT.. YEAH!!! *GRR*.. Gosh, I almost scared myself.
- I'm going to go now, and finish off decorating a pink, fluffy book. ^o)
Anywho.. have fun, with whatever you are doing, and enjoy your mid term break, everyone!! Whilst I get ready to be picked on, 2 weeks from now. Tsk Tsk..
Much love!! Ta ra!
Random Something:
I love Garfield!! I have, since I was very young.. I used to cut out all of the daily strips, from Gulf News Tabloid.. I think I have them somewhere.. Hmm! A massive fan, I am.. Enjoy.
After my little escapade with the furniture spray, I decided to take everything out of my bookshelves, and re-arrange it, as I was getting frustrated with the tiny tiny fluffs of dust everywhere, and well I just had to do it. I had to. Before I pulled my hair out of my head. Which I almost did, by the way.. Tsk
Moving on..
- Bobble head is currently sitting on my lap, digging his small but SHARP nails into my thenthitive thkin. Okay, I think it's time I do something about my strongness (it's a word!) because I think it's kind of sad, that a 3 month old baby, can actually inflict pain on me. Ahem.
- LOOK AT THE SIZE OF THIS HUGE, HUGE DRAGON FLY =| I ran a mile when I saw it.. Ahem, Outside my window.. *Whistles innocently*..- I watched this really good indian movie yesterday, called Gangster. It was actually one of the few, very well made movies.. It's pretty short for an indian movie, with a wicked plot and a few good songs to go with it! The acting was brilliant too, apart from the actress - who had a really irritating voice. But overall, definitely something to watch! Click Here
- DEAR GOD IT'S ALMOST THE END OF MAY =| =|
- I think it's time I get out of my night clothes, and wear something else.. Ooh!! I know, JAMMIES!!! =D =D
- I finally got my HUGE ENGLAND FLAG!! YAAY!! Shafina brought me a new one, since I know that Faisal bhai dearest stole mine, burnt it and then chanted around it, so I'd never find it. Or, Anisa still has it, but feels sad, admitting to it. Ahem.. Either ways, Shafina got me one. That is stuck on my door, so everyone knows WHO I SUPPORT.. YEAH!!! *GRR*.. Gosh, I almost scared myself.
- I'm going to go now, and finish off decorating a pink, fluffy book. ^o)
Anywho.. have fun, with whatever you are doing, and enjoy your mid term break, everyone!! Whilst I get ready to be picked on, 2 weeks from now. Tsk Tsk..
Much love!! Ta ra!
Random Something:
I love Garfield!! I have, since I was very young.. I used to cut out all of the daily strips, from Gulf News Tabloid.. I think I have them somewhere.. Hmm! A massive fan, I am.. Enjoy.
Friday, May 26, 2006
Yawn.
*Phew*.. Finally finished my most stressful exams. I had two English Literature papers today, both weren't as good as I had hoped they'd be.. They were REALLY long and REALLY boring. Towards the end of the third question, and last hour, I almost gave up.. My head was spinning, and everything in my mind suddenly went blank.. I looked around, and this woman just walked out of the exam. She was panicking and had a little nervous breakdown. I saw her, and strangely enough, got the strength to carry on with, examining Chaucers use of language, in the Miller's Tale. Yummy.
Now I just have Media Studies left, which is on 8th of June.. I have a l-o-n-g break! Yaay!
Moving on from all that non-sense blab.
I finally got to clean my room today!! I was so excited when I came home, that I ate lunch quickly, and spent over two hours, dusting, hoovering, throwing away useless papers, arranging my disorganised bookshelf (which by the way was getting to me, over these past few days!) and other such things. Gosh.. I feel so good now. Everything around me is sparkling.. and I think it's safe to say that I'm a complete clean-freak. I think I clean too much.. Hmm.
A group of *SAD* asian guys were walking out of my college today.. Each of them had a can of Red Bull. They walked out of the college doors, and started swearing horribly, smoking and gulping down Red Bull, as though it was some sort of alcoholic bevarage. They went on, walking, when one of them, in particular, pulled down their jeans lower than they already were, to show put on display, his black and white, checkered boxers. Now obviously, that is something you see almost everyday.. It's quite sad really, seeing young boys and girls, acting so daft. None of these people, have any sort of quality that would make them an individual.. Each and everyone of them, has identity crisis. Sigh. They are pathetic. Tsk Tsk.
I shall post more tomorrow as I'm pretty sleepy now.. I actually came on to say, that I shall be posting more regularly from now on! Oh, and I've decided to keep a day to day account of my two months in Dubai!! Obviously it will start from 12th June onwards! =)
Ta ra everyone..
*yawn.*
Now I just have Media Studies left, which is on 8th of June.. I have a l-o-n-g break! Yaay!
Moving on from all that non-sense blab.
I finally got to clean my room today!! I was so excited when I came home, that I ate lunch quickly, and spent over two hours, dusting, hoovering, throwing away useless papers, arranging my disorganised bookshelf (which by the way was getting to me, over these past few days!) and other such things. Gosh.. I feel so good now. Everything around me is sparkling.. and I think it's safe to say that I'm a complete clean-freak. I think I clean too much.. Hmm.
A group of *SAD* asian guys were walking out of my college today.. Each of them had a can of Red Bull. They walked out of the college doors, and started swearing horribly, smoking and gulping down Red Bull, as though it was some sort of alcoholic bevarage. They went on, walking, when one of them, in particular, pulled down their jeans lower than they already were, to show put on display, his black and white, checkered boxers. Now obviously, that is something you see almost everyday.. It's quite sad really, seeing young boys and girls, acting so daft. None of these people, have any sort of quality that would make them an individual.. Each and everyone of them, has identity crisis. Sigh. They are pathetic. Tsk Tsk.
I shall post more tomorrow as I'm pretty sleepy now.. I actually came on to say, that I shall be posting more regularly from now on! Oh, and I've decided to keep a day to day account of my two months in Dubai!! Obviously it will start from 12th June onwards! =)
Ta ra everyone..
*yawn.*
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
An update on Cats.. And other Miaws.
Cookie dearest finally managed to get into the carrier/box thing yesterday. I felt really bad, but then again it was for his own good! Really. It was.. *Stops making self feel bad*.. So anyways, I got him in the box, we got to the vet and there were two dogs there. Roaming around, happily. They were so gorgeous.. So they came to smell Cookie's cage, and he began scratching from inside his cage. I was busy giving details to the receptionist.. And then I saw, that the dog was trying to sniff out Cookie. The receptionist took the dog, and I calmed Cookie down. He looked at me with the most droopiest, most saddest looking expression, EVER. I took him inside to the vet, and he climbed so close to me, and just curled up in a fluffy ball and kept coming closer and closer to me. My heart melted! He was so fluffed up, and so scared, that he just kept his paw on my tummy until the vet took the thermometer out of his backside. She was really sweet to him though.. She said that he had an infection in his throat, hence the coughing fits.. I'm glad I finally took him!! *Phew*.. But anyways, we got home, and mum was feeling terrible, just as I was.. So she gave him some treats, and he started purring all around my mums legs, and looking so cute!! Awwwe!! Obviously, after that he just wouldn't even go close to his box/carrier.. I wonder why..
Yesterday afternoon, Cookie did the most funniest and sillyest thing ever! There was this cat in the garden, who isn't known to be that friendly.. Him and Cookie always start *Growl* *Maaaaww*-ing at eachother.. Albeit Cookie just started learning how to do that, but still! The cat was right next to Cookie, making all those -get-away-from-me-you-fluffy-thing-I'm-cuter-than-you-are- noises, and Cookie wouldn't budge. He sat there, smelling the rose bush.. FOR HOURS. I mean, this cat was about to jump on him, and start a fight, but Cookie dearest sat there, smelling the ground, turning his back on the other cat, and just sniffing some sort of gunk. Tsk Tsk.. What do I do with him??
Mum told me that the other day, Mister ran up the tree to distrupt a little birdy meeting, up on the tree's.. He got really excited, and just ran up a tree, and made all the birds fly away. Minutes later he came back down, really upset.. I mean, to think.. He was so incredibly subtle as well.. *shakes head..*
Shafina and Faisal bhai's cat, Frosty.. Is the most fluffiest, most chubbiest little thing ever. He is soo pretty! He's COMPLETELY white, with a pink nose, pink paws, pink ears, pink tongue, and a flashy pink collar with a bell on it.. (Trust them to put a pink bell on a boy. *Tsk*) He's so cute, and from all the stories about him, I've heard, he sounds like a right little mister.. Oh yes he does!!
Moving on from.. Cats. Here are other things I had to mention.. Or so I thought I had to..
- 16 days till the world cup!! WOO HOO!!! I'm going out on Saturday and buying myself a huge england flag, since SOMEONE has stolen it, and is just too embarrased to accept it. We all know she has it in her house, but because of her history of theiving, she doesn't want to tell me.. Tsk.
- The french cookie's are long gone. I miss them.. Oh that beautiful taste, and sigh.. If I had a box of those, everyday, I wouldn't eat anything, and be content with those little pieces of heaven. Just one, is all I ask for.. One little bite. One small touch. And to see my eyes have a glistening tear at the side, as I pick it up, and bring it closer.. and closer to me. My mouth opening slightly, as I take the long awaited bite, and then let out a sigh of relief.. It stays in my mouth, as my mind realises, it's finally there. I'm finally holding it in my hand.. It slowly turns in my mouth, as all the goodness just flows right out, down my throat, into my tummy.. Where I feel warm again.. *Shakes Head.. In dissappointment*.. They really shouldn't be allowed to make cookie's..
- It brings me great sadness to tell you all, that, there is someone in this very house, who won't be supporting England, for the world cup. I won't pick on any names, but Faisal bhai said he's going to support BRAZIL. GASP. GASP. Oh, have I said far too much? *Whistles innocently*.. I shall go and buy everything to do with england, and put it all over the house, -oh mum, sorry for spoiling your deco, with all of it, but we all know you'll be back on the ladder soon anyways. It's been a long time. It's due.. *cough cough* - and especially in his bedroom. It's war, I tell you.. He talks about Brazil winning, that's one sock on his son that says "GO!!" .. Another word, and the second sock comes on saying.. "ENGLAND".. So yes. I assure you, this will get ugly. Anyone, not supporting England, stand back.. I am armed and dangerous *Puts on big, fat, dark sunglasses on..*
- My exams start tomorrow.. I'm pretty calm about it. I think I need to take it easy, and just try my best.. I mean, I have technically been living in my books.. So I hope it all pays off tomorrow and day after!! =D
- Yousuf bobble-head, told me he liked me better than his other masi. Now obviously, I told him to be honest when I asked him.. He smiled his head off when I said, "Anisa masi bad! Sanaa masi good!!".. I just don't know which bit he laughed at. Hmm.
- I opened my purse yesterday. It was really, really fat. I felt so chuffed, that I finally had some money in there!! I opened it, and a big huge tissue fell out..!! Yep, that's what made it fat. A big huge disgusting tissue that wasn't even mine. *shudder*
- If Cookie could talk I think he'd say the following:
" Get lost. No I don't like Salmon, get it right will you!! It's TUNA that I like.. T-U-N-A. And no, that jingly ball doesn't entertain me.. However you do! Go on! Fall down the stairs again! Go on! Go on!!"
- I've been awake for an hour, and I've already started procrastinating.
- I'm going to go now, and revise Social influences and research methods. And find out, to what extent Zimbardo's Prison Experiment is unethical and why it lacks ecological validity. Yummy.
..And she's off to study.
Random Something - For Rakhshi (in particular).
"..Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, and the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists.. It is real.. It is possible. It's yours.." - Ayn Rand
Yesterday afternoon, Cookie did the most funniest and sillyest thing ever! There was this cat in the garden, who isn't known to be that friendly.. Him and Cookie always start *Growl* *Maaaaww*-ing at eachother.. Albeit Cookie just started learning how to do that, but still! The cat was right next to Cookie, making all those -get-away-from-me-you-fluffy-thing-I'm-cuter-than-you-are- noises, and Cookie wouldn't budge. He sat there, smelling the rose bush.. FOR HOURS. I mean, this cat was about to jump on him, and start a fight, but Cookie dearest sat there, smelling the ground, turning his back on the other cat, and just sniffing some sort of gunk. Tsk Tsk.. What do I do with him??
Mum told me that the other day, Mister ran up the tree to distrupt a little birdy meeting, up on the tree's.. He got really excited, and just ran up a tree, and made all the birds fly away. Minutes later he came back down, really upset.. I mean, to think.. He was so incredibly subtle as well.. *shakes head..*
Shafina and Faisal bhai's cat, Frosty.. Is the most fluffiest, most chubbiest little thing ever. He is soo pretty! He's COMPLETELY white, with a pink nose, pink paws, pink ears, pink tongue, and a flashy pink collar with a bell on it.. (Trust them to put a pink bell on a boy. *Tsk*) He's so cute, and from all the stories about him, I've heard, he sounds like a right little mister.. Oh yes he does!!
Moving on from.. Cats. Here are other things I had to mention.. Or so I thought I had to..
- 16 days till the world cup!! WOO HOO!!! I'm going out on Saturday and buying myself a huge england flag, since SOMEONE has stolen it, and is just too embarrased to accept it. We all know she has it in her house, but because of her history of theiving, she doesn't want to tell me.. Tsk.
- The french cookie's are long gone. I miss them.. Oh that beautiful taste, and sigh.. If I had a box of those, everyday, I wouldn't eat anything, and be content with those little pieces of heaven. Just one, is all I ask for.. One little bite. One small touch. And to see my eyes have a glistening tear at the side, as I pick it up, and bring it closer.. and closer to me. My mouth opening slightly, as I take the long awaited bite, and then let out a sigh of relief.. It stays in my mouth, as my mind realises, it's finally there. I'm finally holding it in my hand.. It slowly turns in my mouth, as all the goodness just flows right out, down my throat, into my tummy.. Where I feel warm again.. *Shakes Head.. In dissappointment*.. They really shouldn't be allowed to make cookie's..
- It brings me great sadness to tell you all, that, there is someone in this very house, who won't be supporting England, for the world cup. I won't pick on any names, but Faisal bhai said he's going to support BRAZIL. GASP. GASP. Oh, have I said far too much? *Whistles innocently*.. I shall go and buy everything to do with england, and put it all over the house, -oh mum, sorry for spoiling your deco, with all of it, but we all know you'll be back on the ladder soon anyways. It's been a long time. It's due.. *cough cough* - and especially in his bedroom. It's war, I tell you.. He talks about Brazil winning, that's one sock on his son that says "GO!!" .. Another word, and the second sock comes on saying.. "ENGLAND".. So yes. I assure you, this will get ugly. Anyone, not supporting England, stand back.. I am armed and dangerous *Puts on big, fat, dark sunglasses on..*
- My exams start tomorrow.. I'm pretty calm about it. I think I need to take it easy, and just try my best.. I mean, I have technically been living in my books.. So I hope it all pays off tomorrow and day after!! =D
- Yousuf bobble-head, told me he liked me better than his other masi. Now obviously, I told him to be honest when I asked him.. He smiled his head off when I said, "Anisa masi bad! Sanaa masi good!!".. I just don't know which bit he laughed at. Hmm.
- I opened my purse yesterday. It was really, really fat. I felt so chuffed, that I finally had some money in there!! I opened it, and a big huge tissue fell out..!! Yep, that's what made it fat. A big huge disgusting tissue that wasn't even mine. *shudder*
- If Cookie could talk I think he'd say the following:
" Get lost. No I don't like Salmon, get it right will you!! It's TUNA that I like.. T-U-N-A. And no, that jingly ball doesn't entertain me.. However you do! Go on! Fall down the stairs again! Go on! Go on!!"
- I've been awake for an hour, and I've already started procrastinating.
- I'm going to go now, and revise Social influences and research methods. And find out, to what extent Zimbardo's Prison Experiment is unethical and why it lacks ecological validity. Yummy.
..And she's off to study.
Random Something - For Rakhshi (in particular).
"..Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, and the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists.. It is real.. It is possible. It's yours.." - Ayn Rand
Monday, May 22, 2006
An explosion of the brain
I guess it's an understatement if I say that I was in a bad mood today. I wrote a blog earlier, spitting everything. I barely kept it on for an hour.. I had to delete it. It was a good way to vent my frustration. I've been frustrated for the following reasons:
- Too much studying. 6 topics, 3 exams, altogether. Key studies, dates, psychologists names, procedures, findings, criticisms, conclusions, evalutions.. and.. It goes on. I guess I came to the "breaking point" today. I just couldn't do anymore.. So in return, I got irritated at everything and everyone. I even referred to someone as a "thing".. (tsk) Dearie me. Now, I've decided not to study for the rest of the day.. I will faint.
- I've realised that I have a rather bad temper. Ahem. If I get really angry, I just blow. I then slam doors, shout.. The works, basically. Everyone usually gives me my space, and then I cool down a few minutes later. *tsk tsk*
- 2 days to go till my exams. *Gulp*
.. In other news: (I've always wanted to say that!)
- We tried to take Cookie to the vet today. And by "try", I mean, running after him for 30 minutes, then finally finding him in the sitting room, behind the couch, next to the little gap near the heater. Mum and I stood there for fifteen minutes, trying to catch him. He just wouldn't budge. We finally managed to get him out and get him near his box/carrier thing. We tried putting him inside, and he spread his paws completely. He just wouldn't let us put him in. He meawed and fluffed up. His ears went down and got really scared. I let him go, because I felt really bad.. He ran upstairs, as fast as he could and hid under the bed for a large part of the day. So ahem. I called the Vet and re-scheduled an appointment for tomorrow, for 6pm. So we have more time to get him in there! *Tsk*
-.. The best movie to watch when you are down is, "One Fine Day". It always manages to make you feel warm, and all happy.. Sigh.
- I need a hug =(
- I officially cannot speak in Gujji. I mix up all the tenses, and words. Apparently, I use words from different languages, BUT gujji.
- I don't watch that many indian movies.. But Dilwale Dulhaniya Le Jayenge is the best indian movie ever!! It's been 11 years since It first came out, and I've watched it over 60 or so times. Sigh. It's such a sweet movie.. I mean yeah, it is the typical - boy falls in love with girl, but girls dad is too strict and wants her to get married to a traditional boy from back home, but boy fights for his love, and gets her at the end - Even so, it's probably the best movie in indian cinema! =D Oh, and I'm watching it right now!
- I'm keeping this post short, as I'm supposed to be relaxing and not working on the computer.. So I shall leave. But before I go..
This is for you.. I'm sorry for the way I was. Ahem. You know, calling someone a "thing", and just being really strange and mood swingy. I'm sowwie.. Here is a little something to say sowwie.. =)
Hope everyone is doing good..
Take it easy!!
- Too much studying. 6 topics, 3 exams, altogether. Key studies, dates, psychologists names, procedures, findings, criticisms, conclusions, evalutions.. and.. It goes on. I guess I came to the "breaking point" today. I just couldn't do anymore.. So in return, I got irritated at everything and everyone. I even referred to someone as a "thing".. (tsk) Dearie me. Now, I've decided not to study for the rest of the day.. I will faint.
- I've realised that I have a rather bad temper. Ahem. If I get really angry, I just blow. I then slam doors, shout.. The works, basically. Everyone usually gives me my space, and then I cool down a few minutes later. *tsk tsk*
- 2 days to go till my exams. *Gulp*
.. In other news: (I've always wanted to say that!)
- We tried to take Cookie to the vet today. And by "try", I mean, running after him for 30 minutes, then finally finding him in the sitting room, behind the couch, next to the little gap near the heater. Mum and I stood there for fifteen minutes, trying to catch him. He just wouldn't budge. We finally managed to get him out and get him near his box/carrier thing. We tried putting him inside, and he spread his paws completely. He just wouldn't let us put him in. He meawed and fluffed up. His ears went down and got really scared. I let him go, because I felt really bad.. He ran upstairs, as fast as he could and hid under the bed for a large part of the day. So ahem. I called the Vet and re-scheduled an appointment for tomorrow, for 6pm. So we have more time to get him in there! *Tsk*
-.. The best movie to watch when you are down is, "One Fine Day". It always manages to make you feel warm, and all happy.. Sigh.
- I need a hug =(
- I officially cannot speak in Gujji. I mix up all the tenses, and words. Apparently, I use words from different languages, BUT gujji.
- I don't watch that many indian movies.. But Dilwale Dulhaniya Le Jayenge is the best indian movie ever!! It's been 11 years since It first came out, and I've watched it over 60 or so times. Sigh. It's such a sweet movie.. I mean yeah, it is the typical - boy falls in love with girl, but girls dad is too strict and wants her to get married to a traditional boy from back home, but boy fights for his love, and gets her at the end - Even so, it's probably the best movie in indian cinema! =D Oh, and I'm watching it right now!
- I'm keeping this post short, as I'm supposed to be relaxing and not working on the computer.. So I shall leave. But before I go..
This is for you.. I'm sorry for the way I was. Ahem. You know, calling someone a "thing", and just being really strange and mood swingy. I'm sowwie.. Here is a little something to say sowwie.. =)
Hope everyone is doing good..
Take it easy!!
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Spit. Spit. Choke
So I've decided to randomly, write down all of my thoughts that I've had/have.. and, as Rakhshi says, "spit".. So here goes
- Cookie has the flu. Cat flu.. =( He sneezes three times in 2 minutes, and then almost falls off the bed. I think he feels all fuzzy. But I shall take him to the vet tomorrow. And It shall be a right mission.
- French Cookies are absolutely YUMMY!! My mum and brother in law brought me some freshly baked (obviously when they brought them) cookies, from Callais, last night. I've almost finished half the box.. *Puts the box aside, and wipes off crumbs from face.* Oh.. One more won't hurt..
- I don't eat anymore junk. Not that I did. But I went through this dangerous craving of chocolates. I brought a whole jar of Nutella, and had it on pancakes, sandwhiches and spoonfulls as well. A week later, my face was covered in spots. (tsk). Chocolates really shouldn't be bad for you.. I mean, how can something soo incredibly scrumptiously gorgeous be bad for you?? How can people go on diets, and live without the touch of a smooth textured, beautiful, yet teasingly small Belgian Truffle, on their tongues.. Sigh. I guess we'll never really know.
- Cookie disabled a big fat bumble bee, which was MASSIVE. And by massive, I mean, as big as my hand! =O Okay, fine. Maybe not THAT big. But it was HUGE. And well, considering Cookie's history with creepy crawlies, and creepy wing-ed creatures - He likes to dissect them. Torture them. And finally let them be.. usually without any legs, arms, wings or tail.. Ahem. As saddistic as that sounds, he is pretty.. Artisitc. And, he does technically save us from being stung. And saves my mum from running up the stairs with a hoover, trying to save us, from a deadly creepy crawlie.
- The quote that has been ringing in my head lately - "Do you think you can dissect me with this blunt little tool.." - That is, Hannibal Lector to Agent Starling - Silence of the lambs. Don't ask. I'm freaked out by movies like that.. But, for some reason it's been in my head.
- Anisa told me to send her those french cookies, by post. She's worked it all out. She said it takes two days to reach Blackburn.. After which, she'd gobble it up, within seconds. She doesn't think it'd get rotten, or smashed up. I shall send her one, by morning.. If there are any left. *snigger*
- Social Influences and Research Methods are the hardest topics in Psychology. I hate them both equally. Why, oh why do we need to know, why people conform. Or not. Sigh..
- I have been procrastinating all day today.
- For the first time, in months, I woke up at 12pm, this afternoon.
- It's still raining here. The sun seems to have gone missing for the past 3 days.
- Roland expects me to be in his A2 class next year. He even gave me advice on which topics to take. He has too many expectations. The man.. *tsk*
- Cookie just found a piece of thread. He's getting really excited.
- Yousuf is a bobble-head. Bless.
- I finished two whole bottles of water in the past 3 hours. My bladder is going to burst
- 3 weeks till Dubai. I am so not counting down. *Whistles innocently*
- I miss my cousins. I haven't seen them in ages.
- I want to see so many movies. Darn the exams.
- My hair is so incredibly curly and messy. I look like a witch. Yousuf started crying when he saw me. He was trying to find his "masi".. But found someone else. I wonder how he'd react when he'd meet Fog.. Hmm.
- In exactly 4 days, I'll be in a hall, giving my 2nd paper, out of three for Psychology.
- I think I'm really nervous. *Vomits*
- Beckham is actually pretty daft when he speaks.
- Tom Cruise is so strange. He's gross. I really do not like him. And I pity Katie Holmes.
- I need some new songs!!
- Forest Gate is half way to being flooded.
- Shafina cooks yummy food. She made yummy rice with chick-peas last night.
- I found out yesterday, that I do not know how to cook rice. I did not know how to soak the rice to begin with. Shafina called me, "useless and spoilt". Oh please! I'm 18.. I do not need to know how to cook. So you're supposed to wash the rice, before you cook it. Who knew?
- I've realised that I'm really not someone who enjoys wearing fashionable clothes. I love my combats, my torn jeans, my short jeans, my jumpers, my jammies - all of them, my england tee, and just 2-3 girlie tops. That is it. I don't really care if I wear the same things, over and over again. I have realised that comfort comes first.. Also, I do not care if my dress-sense makes no sense to you.. I will go out, in my jammies, messy hair and my glasses if I could.
- I can't wait for OTH season 4!
- I love you, Lucas. And Nathan.
- I hate you, Dan.
- I can't believe I'm 18.
- Do you think I'm possessive or bossy?? Ahem. Fine, possessive, I understand.. but BOSSY?? ME =O *Shocked*
- I was on blogthings, again. I couldn't help myself. But, ironically, it turns out, that my love song should be "You and Me". Heh.
- I really am not in a bad mood, by the way. Neither am I mood swinging. I'm just "spitting".
- I think Anisa stole my England Flag. She has cheap thrills.
- My new resolution for the day is - "Eat no more junk. Only drink Water.. Have an occasional chocolate, eat yoghurt, and no more JUNK!" - It's actually one of my post-it notes on my desktop.
- I read Cosmo-Girl yesterday. I should be hurt.
- I was going through a few blogs yesterday, and I came across a few that were pretty strange. People write very weird things. Oh, who am I to say. =P But a few were particular interesting. Like the ones, about Trees. *snores.*
- I hate indian drama's. Their music is so irritating. It's overly dramatic. Their cliffhangers are terrible, and they all wear too much make-up. I mean, come on, who wakes up looking all dolled-up?? At least in english programmes - Friends for example - When they wake up, they really look groggy. - Oh, and indian drama's are sadly addictive. You watch them for a half hour, and you watch it again, and again.. And then you wonder why, you wasted your time. Sometimes you even find yourself humming to their theme songs. Dear god. I swear I'm not one of them.. *whistles innocently*
- I've confessed a lot lately. I think I'm going to have a pretty embarrasing time in Dubai. Cough Cough.
- I think I should go study now. Social Influences beckons.
This was fun. I feel much lighter. And I've realised that I have very strange thoughts.
PS - I am now, Emperor Moogle's sidekick - Mug. =) Oh by the way, Emperor Moogle, is the emperor of all Mogs, of the Moogment..
PPS - I have far too much time on my hands.
Random Something:
Here is a link, of a song that we sang in KG. It was our concert, and I was a tree. I wore pink lisptick and I had a bright pink, powdery face.. Some tree I was. The music is there as well!! Click here
Random quote from One Tree Hill.. Sigh.
"Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant, is more than a fleeting image. We know, that, this moment, every part of it, will live on forever.."
- Cookie has the flu. Cat flu.. =( He sneezes three times in 2 minutes, and then almost falls off the bed. I think he feels all fuzzy. But I shall take him to the vet tomorrow. And It shall be a right mission.
- French Cookies are absolutely YUMMY!! My mum and brother in law brought me some freshly baked (obviously when they brought them) cookies, from Callais, last night. I've almost finished half the box.. *Puts the box aside, and wipes off crumbs from face.* Oh.. One more won't hurt..
- I don't eat anymore junk. Not that I did. But I went through this dangerous craving of chocolates. I brought a whole jar of Nutella, and had it on pancakes, sandwhiches and spoonfulls as well. A week later, my face was covered in spots. (tsk). Chocolates really shouldn't be bad for you.. I mean, how can something soo incredibly scrumptiously gorgeous be bad for you?? How can people go on diets, and live without the touch of a smooth textured, beautiful, yet teasingly small Belgian Truffle, on their tongues.. Sigh. I guess we'll never really know.
- Cookie disabled a big fat bumble bee, which was MASSIVE. And by massive, I mean, as big as my hand! =O Okay, fine. Maybe not THAT big. But it was HUGE. And well, considering Cookie's history with creepy crawlies, and creepy wing-ed creatures - He likes to dissect them. Torture them. And finally let them be.. usually without any legs, arms, wings or tail.. Ahem. As saddistic as that sounds, he is pretty.. Artisitc. And, he does technically save us from being stung. And saves my mum from running up the stairs with a hoover, trying to save us, from a deadly creepy crawlie.
- The quote that has been ringing in my head lately - "Do you think you can dissect me with this blunt little tool.." - That is, Hannibal Lector to Agent Starling - Silence of the lambs. Don't ask. I'm freaked out by movies like that.. But, for some reason it's been in my head.
- Anisa told me to send her those french cookies, by post. She's worked it all out. She said it takes two days to reach Blackburn.. After which, she'd gobble it up, within seconds. She doesn't think it'd get rotten, or smashed up. I shall send her one, by morning.. If there are any left. *snigger*
- Social Influences and Research Methods are the hardest topics in Psychology. I hate them both equally. Why, oh why do we need to know, why people conform. Or not. Sigh..
- I have been procrastinating all day today.
- For the first time, in months, I woke up at 12pm, this afternoon.
- It's still raining here. The sun seems to have gone missing for the past 3 days.
- Roland expects me to be in his A2 class next year. He even gave me advice on which topics to take. He has too many expectations. The man.. *tsk*
- Cookie just found a piece of thread. He's getting really excited.
- Yousuf is a bobble-head. Bless.
- I finished two whole bottles of water in the past 3 hours. My bladder is going to burst
- 3 weeks till Dubai. I am so not counting down. *Whistles innocently*
- I miss my cousins. I haven't seen them in ages.
- I want to see so many movies. Darn the exams.
- My hair is so incredibly curly and messy. I look like a witch. Yousuf started crying when he saw me. He was trying to find his "masi".. But found someone else. I wonder how he'd react when he'd meet Fog.. Hmm.
- In exactly 4 days, I'll be in a hall, giving my 2nd paper, out of three for Psychology.
- I think I'm really nervous. *Vomits*
- Beckham is actually pretty daft when he speaks.
- Tom Cruise is so strange. He's gross. I really do not like him. And I pity Katie Holmes.
- I need some new songs!!
- Forest Gate is half way to being flooded.
- Shafina cooks yummy food. She made yummy rice with chick-peas last night.
- I found out yesterday, that I do not know how to cook rice. I did not know how to soak the rice to begin with. Shafina called me, "useless and spoilt". Oh please! I'm 18.. I do not need to know how to cook. So you're supposed to wash the rice, before you cook it. Who knew?
- I've realised that I'm really not someone who enjoys wearing fashionable clothes. I love my combats, my torn jeans, my short jeans, my jumpers, my jammies - all of them, my england tee, and just 2-3 girlie tops. That is it. I don't really care if I wear the same things, over and over again. I have realised that comfort comes first.. Also, I do not care if my dress-sense makes no sense to you.. I will go out, in my jammies, messy hair and my glasses if I could.
- I can't wait for OTH season 4!
- I love you, Lucas. And Nathan.
- I hate you, Dan.
- I can't believe I'm 18.
- Do you think I'm possessive or bossy?? Ahem. Fine, possessive, I understand.. but BOSSY?? ME =O *Shocked*
- I was on blogthings, again. I couldn't help myself. But, ironically, it turns out, that my love song should be "You and Me". Heh.
- I really am not in a bad mood, by the way. Neither am I mood swinging. I'm just "spitting".
- I think Anisa stole my England Flag. She has cheap thrills.
- My new resolution for the day is - "Eat no more junk. Only drink Water.. Have an occasional chocolate, eat yoghurt, and no more JUNK!" - It's actually one of my post-it notes on my desktop.
- I read Cosmo-Girl yesterday. I should be hurt.
- I was going through a few blogs yesterday, and I came across a few that were pretty strange. People write very weird things. Oh, who am I to say. =P But a few were particular interesting. Like the ones, about Trees. *snores.*
- I hate indian drama's. Their music is so irritating. It's overly dramatic. Their cliffhangers are terrible, and they all wear too much make-up. I mean, come on, who wakes up looking all dolled-up?? At least in english programmes - Friends for example - When they wake up, they really look groggy. - Oh, and indian drama's are sadly addictive. You watch them for a half hour, and you watch it again, and again.. And then you wonder why, you wasted your time. Sometimes you even find yourself humming to their theme songs. Dear god. I swear I'm not one of them.. *whistles innocently*
- I've confessed a lot lately. I think I'm going to have a pretty embarrasing time in Dubai. Cough Cough.
- I think I should go study now. Social Influences beckons.
This was fun. I feel much lighter. And I've realised that I have very strange thoughts.
PS - I am now, Emperor Moogle's sidekick - Mug. =) Oh by the way, Emperor Moogle, is the emperor of all Mogs, of the Moogment..
PPS - I have far too much time on my hands.
Random Something:
Here is a link, of a song that we sang in KG. It was our concert, and I was a tree. I wore pink lisptick and I had a bright pink, powdery face.. Some tree I was. The music is there as well!! Click here
Random quote from One Tree Hill.. Sigh.
"Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant, is more than a fleeting image. We know, that, this moment, every part of it, will live on forever.."
Thursday, May 18, 2006
One Tree Hill IS BACK!!!!!
As you can tell.. I'm completely excited!!! So excited, that I cannot even concentrate on my studying!! They have officially announced Season 4!!! =D =D
Wow.. All of those cliff-hangers at the end of Season 3!! We finally find out, who is pregnant, and if Nathan actually dies, and what happens with Lucas and Brooke..!! Gosh, I CAN'T WAIT!!
Btw - Season 3 DVD releases September 19th!! And I'm definitely getting it!! =D
Click here for the OTH Website!!
Sigh..
Wow.. All of those cliff-hangers at the end of Season 3!! We finally find out, who is pregnant, and if Nathan actually dies, and what happens with Lucas and Brooke..!! Gosh, I CAN'T WAIT!!
Btw - Season 3 DVD releases September 19th!! And I'm definitely getting it!! =D
Click here for the OTH Website!!
Sigh..
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
I confess..
I decided to confess.. A lot of things today. I warn you, these will make me look sadder than I already am. =D Here goes..
1 - I still believe that Santa Clause and The Bogeyman exist. And no.. It's not for fun or sillyness. I truely believe it!
2 - I still remember the theme song to "Walker Texas Ranger".. My dad used to love watching it! And I used to always give him company. I never ever understood it! Ahem.
3 - I have watched EVERY SINGLE episode of Friends at least 20 - 50 times. And that is no exaggeration.
4 - I love baby food. Infact, I had some this morning - Ceralac Rice, to be precise. Yummy. =D
5 - Sometimes Cookie smells like a sheep.
6 - I get jealous, quite easily. Ahem.
7 - When I was younger and chubbier - I used to tell people, (since I was rather strange) that I was particularly skinny and like so totally hot. Lmao.
8 - I used to always want to be the "best" daughter. So, every chance I got, when I was little, to get both my sisters into trouble.. Oh, I used to take it.
9 - I used to steal packs of erasers from this supermarket called, "Kadooli".. In Dubai. When I was in grade 3.
10 - I still have my sticker collection. I love stickers till this day.
11 - When I was younger I used to throw tantrums, sulk and get all irritated, if I never got my way. But then again, I was rather spoilt, so I always ended up getting my way.. Tsk Tsk.
12 - My dad once told me to stop eating junk (when I was in grade 3 as well) since I was very very hefty. I mean, VERY!! And I got all upset, and started crying for ages.. Thinking that everyone thought I was a fat child.. 10 minutes later, my dad came in, and told me to eat fried Chicken Kievs and chips, with him.. *Shakes head*
13 - I still get really scared when I watch "Scream".. All three parts.
14 - I took a break for an hour, and went through Blogthings again.. I did the newer ones. I think I'm addicted again. Here are my results for the day.. =D
16 - When I was about 2 years old.. I used to pull, my cat, Columbo's tail for pleasure. But then again, I used to sit on him, and pretend he was a "horsie" as well..
17 - I can't walk in high-heels.. I look like a drunk penguin, who has lost its way.
18 - I love wearing indian jewelery - ONLY for special occasions though..!!
19 - Until I was about 16, I was a Tom-Boy.. I used to always have short hair - a little above my ears. - I used always say, "Yuckkk.. girls are soo weird!! I never want to be a proper girl. I'll never ever be girlie.. And I will never have long hair." Ahem, as you can see that has completely been thrown out of the window. Tsk Tsk..
20 - The first time any boy called my house was, when I was 9 years old. He called my house, to ask me if we had maths, the following day.. I started bawling. I told my dad I hated boys, and that I did not ask him to call the house, and that I did not know him.. When infact, he was the one I sat with, everyday.. Ahem. To top it all, my sisters went on singing, "Sanaa has a boyfriend!", in the background. I got so upset, and my dad told me it was okay.. And probably thought I was the most strangest child ever. The best bit was, my sisters getting in trouble for singing that horrid song, in that horrid tone, which by the way, Anisa does.. TILL NOW. *Shakes head*.
21 - I don't think I'll ever be able to call myself a "responsible adult"..!!
Okay.. I think that is enough for today. Also, I think I've just lost, all of my fans..!!
Anywhoo! I shall go now, and make my cat stop coughing.. =''( He has the flu..
Ta ra!
PS - You all have to try out blogthings. It's so addictive.
1 - I still believe that Santa Clause and The Bogeyman exist. And no.. It's not for fun or sillyness. I truely believe it!
2 - I still remember the theme song to "Walker Texas Ranger".. My dad used to love watching it! And I used to always give him company. I never ever understood it! Ahem.
3 - I have watched EVERY SINGLE episode of Friends at least 20 - 50 times. And that is no exaggeration.
4 - I love baby food. Infact, I had some this morning - Ceralac Rice, to be precise. Yummy. =D
5 - Sometimes Cookie smells like a sheep.
6 - I get jealous, quite easily. Ahem.
7 - When I was younger and chubbier - I used to tell people, (since I was rather strange) that I was particularly skinny and like so totally hot. Lmao.
8 - I used to always want to be the "best" daughter. So, every chance I got, when I was little, to get both my sisters into trouble.. Oh, I used to take it.
9 - I used to steal packs of erasers from this supermarket called, "Kadooli".. In Dubai. When I was in grade 3.
10 - I still have my sticker collection. I love stickers till this day.
11 - When I was younger I used to throw tantrums, sulk and get all irritated, if I never got my way. But then again, I was rather spoilt, so I always ended up getting my way.. Tsk Tsk.
12 - My dad once told me to stop eating junk (when I was in grade 3 as well) since I was very very hefty. I mean, VERY!! And I got all upset, and started crying for ages.. Thinking that everyone thought I was a fat child.. 10 minutes later, my dad came in, and told me to eat fried Chicken Kievs and chips, with him.. *Shakes head*
13 - I still get really scared when I watch "Scream".. All three parts.
14 - I took a break for an hour, and went through Blogthings again.. I did the newer ones. I think I'm addicted again. Here are my results for the day.. =D
- I am a Cherry flavoured Jelly Bean. Yummy =D
- I am only 9% Vain. I'm a saint.
- I am an Oatmeal Raisin Cookie. - I have many dimensions to my personality. That is so true!! I mean, there's fog, then there's Ashley.. and.. I should shut up now.
- I am only at medium risk of becoming a psychopath!! Wooo Hooo!! And I thought I was there already.. Honestly.. The surprises you come across, at this website.
- What part of the day am I - I am the Sunrise! - This is what it said - "You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary! You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end, each day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends and buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be."
Okay, Ahem.. First off - Yes I do enjoy living a slow life. It just shows how boring I am.. I do TRY to enjoy a lot of the moments in my life. I do love giving gifts and everything.. But, I'd never ever.. ever cook for my mates. And I doubt they'd ever let me cook for them. Considering, my ahem.. History, with the kitchen. *Whistles innocently*. - I'm a cheese pizza. Funnily enough.. I don't even like pizza's that much.
16 - When I was about 2 years old.. I used to pull, my cat, Columbo's tail for pleasure. But then again, I used to sit on him, and pretend he was a "horsie" as well..
17 - I can't walk in high-heels.. I look like a drunk penguin, who has lost its way.
18 - I love wearing indian jewelery - ONLY for special occasions though..!!
19 - Until I was about 16, I was a Tom-Boy.. I used to always have short hair - a little above my ears. - I used always say, "Yuckkk.. girls are soo weird!! I never want to be a proper girl. I'll never ever be girlie.. And I will never have long hair." Ahem, as you can see that has completely been thrown out of the window. Tsk Tsk..
20 - The first time any boy called my house was, when I was 9 years old. He called my house, to ask me if we had maths, the following day.. I started bawling. I told my dad I hated boys, and that I did not ask him to call the house, and that I did not know him.. When infact, he was the one I sat with, everyday.. Ahem. To top it all, my sisters went on singing, "Sanaa has a boyfriend!", in the background. I got so upset, and my dad told me it was okay.. And probably thought I was the most strangest child ever. The best bit was, my sisters getting in trouble for singing that horrid song, in that horrid tone, which by the way, Anisa does.. TILL NOW. *Shakes head*.
21 - I don't think I'll ever be able to call myself a "responsible adult"..!!
Okay.. I think that is enough for today. Also, I think I've just lost, all of my fans..!!
Anywhoo! I shall go now, and make my cat stop coughing.. =''( He has the flu..
Ta ra!
PS - You all have to try out blogthings. It's so addictive.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
This, that and the other..
Mister Cookie Doppalis (excuse the horrid spelling), The First (might I add), has found a new hobbie lately. It is, to sleep in my nephews cot. Now usually. Cookie sleeps anywhere and everywhere he pleases, due to the fact that we have spoilt him rotten, since the day we brought him home. Oh please, Can you blame us. Have you seen how gorgeous and sweet..and AWWWEEE he is?? Ahem. Back to my original point.. Yes, Mister Cookie has found a new bed. Now.. How do we explain to him, that the cot is not for him, but the baby? Or, that in the morning, I kind of need my pillow to sleep on. I am sick of falling off the bed. But then, I see him all curled up, and purring away.. I can't help but fall off the bed, and get all "awwe" over him. I then, curl up under the bed, myself.. And sleep on the cold hard floor, whilst the Cat has his peaceful sleep.
Lately, I've been paying extremely close attention to the way everyone speaks in my college. Everyone as in, the students in my classes and my tutors. My tutors have pretty clean english, and they do not use any sort of shortened forms of words, nor do they use, the common and most disgusting, "brit-slang". I hate all types of slang-ified talking. I was in my psychology lecture this afternoon, and one of the blokes go, "Roland, this study is bare hard man. Aint there not an easier study, blad (who cares how you spell it!)." I felt this horrid churning in my stomach as I looked around, at every single face in the classroom. EVERY SINGLE one of them, speak like that. I have been here for over 8 months now, and I still find it absolutely gross. I'm sorry, but people who speak like that, are just plain daft. How can you go on, and on, speaking in such a sick way?? They swear, after each and every word, to begin with. Secondly, they use such schupid (my new way of saying, stupid, without actually saying "stupid".. Make sense of that =P) words to convey their sad thoughts. Argh. It irritates me so much.. I was actually sitting there in class, trying to get some notes down, when all of a sudden, they all begin to roar at once, about absolute crap. I mean, is it really, REALLY that hard to speak normally?? Fine, use slang.. But not in such a way, where it makes you seem so illiterate, when you are not. Or maybe you are.
Phew. I finally got that out.
So anyway, yesterday I found out that I got two A's in both my courseworks!! - English and Media studies by the way! - I'm so glad I got wicked grades!! Obviously, all credit goes to Puj, for media. Because, if I had submitted what I actually did at first (you know, the "blood donation advertisment" that everyone said, looked like a bad attempt in creating a sad horror movie poster. Ahem.) on MICROSOFT PAINT, (might I add *looks extremely pleased*) then, right now, Id've landed with a much, MUCH, MUCH lower grade. And please note the extreme emphasis on the "MUCH".. I was pretty chuffed at my whole attempt on paint. I actually went ahead, and practically did most of my coursework(*) on paint. Yes, it looked rather sad, dull and very very.. well. Let's just say, I even put Microsoft Paint, to shame.. So you can imagine, how catastrophic it was. Until, Puj saved me.. He helped me a lot, whilst I went on, complaining, whinning and oh yes, complaining some more.. About lots of non-sense, in the process. Ahem. I am so sorry.. But yes, all credit goes to him!! =D However, the "A" in english, is mine!! =D I actually wrote a pretty decent essay.. I usually hate all my work, to be honest, and if it isn't clear by now.. But that was one time, I was particularly pleased with what I had produced!! *Cheesy smile* =) And I'm sure that, that is the last time I will ever be pleased with anything I do.. Apart from the "Blood donation Advertisment" that I created. Yep. I'm talented. *Chokes, whilst falling on the floor.. Laughing.*
(*) - For those of you, who do not know what in heaven's name I am blabbing about.. I had to create a magazine, well at least a front cover, and 2 sheets from the magazine, as a piece of coursework, for AS Media Studies.. I created a health magazine, which dealt with teenage health problems - mainly, Anorexia. It wasn't anything like the common, "Bliss" or "sugar".. I can't believe I used to read those. Tsk Tsk..
I shall go now, and sleep. I have to wake up and study. What fun.
..Also, No offence to the family members, who speak in slang as well. I still love you all. And always will. =D
So ta ra..! Good luck, to everyone..!! Study hard *Grr*.
Random Something:
Since it is the most stressful and frustrating time of the year, for many of us.. Here is something, to keep you calm.
Sometimes, I just look at these pictures, to remind myself of all the good things I have.. When I get all upset or irritated at someone/something. I usually find myself, saying sorry to the person, shortly after. ahem. =P Nah.. These pictures are just to give me a little nudge, back into reality.. Telling me, that I have a lot, that I should be happy and proud for. And also, to remind myself, to complain and frown less. Tsk Tsk. Which then make me go all "sigh" and feel all lost.. And, yes. Girlie. Oh dear god, no. I said it..
Anyway, just take a look at them.. Hope they help in some way or another. They are absolutely beautiful..!! If you want more scenic and gorgeous pictures.. Click here!
Lately, I've been paying extremely close attention to the way everyone speaks in my college. Everyone as in, the students in my classes and my tutors. My tutors have pretty clean english, and they do not use any sort of shortened forms of words, nor do they use, the common and most disgusting, "brit-slang". I hate all types of slang-ified talking. I was in my psychology lecture this afternoon, and one of the blokes go, "Roland, this study is bare hard man. Aint there not an easier study, blad (who cares how you spell it!)." I felt this horrid churning in my stomach as I looked around, at every single face in the classroom. EVERY SINGLE one of them, speak like that. I have been here for over 8 months now, and I still find it absolutely gross. I'm sorry, but people who speak like that, are just plain daft. How can you go on, and on, speaking in such a sick way?? They swear, after each and every word, to begin with. Secondly, they use such schupid (my new way of saying, stupid, without actually saying "stupid".. Make sense of that =P) words to convey their sad thoughts. Argh. It irritates me so much.. I was actually sitting there in class, trying to get some notes down, when all of a sudden, they all begin to roar at once, about absolute crap. I mean, is it really, REALLY that hard to speak normally?? Fine, use slang.. But not in such a way, where it makes you seem so illiterate, when you are not. Or maybe you are.
Phew. I finally got that out.
So anyway, yesterday I found out that I got two A's in both my courseworks!! - English and Media studies by the way! - I'm so glad I got wicked grades!! Obviously, all credit goes to Puj, for media. Because, if I had submitted what I actually did at first (you know, the "blood donation advertisment" that everyone said, looked like a bad attempt in creating a sad horror movie poster. Ahem.) on MICROSOFT PAINT, (might I add *looks extremely pleased*) then, right now, Id've landed with a much, MUCH, MUCH lower grade. And please note the extreme emphasis on the "MUCH".. I was pretty chuffed at my whole attempt on paint. I actually went ahead, and practically did most of my coursework(*) on paint. Yes, it looked rather sad, dull and very very.. well. Let's just say, I even put Microsoft Paint, to shame.. So you can imagine, how catastrophic it was. Until, Puj saved me.. He helped me a lot, whilst I went on, complaining, whinning and oh yes, complaining some more.. About lots of non-sense, in the process. Ahem. I am so sorry.. But yes, all credit goes to him!! =D However, the "A" in english, is mine!! =D I actually wrote a pretty decent essay.. I usually hate all my work, to be honest, and if it isn't clear by now.. But that was one time, I was particularly pleased with what I had produced!! *Cheesy smile* =) And I'm sure that, that is the last time I will ever be pleased with anything I do.. Apart from the "Blood donation Advertisment" that I created. Yep. I'm talented. *Chokes, whilst falling on the floor.. Laughing.*
(*) - For those of you, who do not know what in heaven's name I am blabbing about.. I had to create a magazine, well at least a front cover, and 2 sheets from the magazine, as a piece of coursework, for AS Media Studies.. I created a health magazine, which dealt with teenage health problems - mainly, Anorexia. It wasn't anything like the common, "Bliss" or "sugar".. I can't believe I used to read those. Tsk Tsk..
I shall go now, and sleep. I have to wake up and study. What fun.
..Also, No offence to the family members, who speak in slang as well. I still love you all. And always will. =D
So ta ra..! Good luck, to everyone..!! Study hard *Grr*.
Random Something:
Since it is the most stressful and frustrating time of the year, for many of us.. Here is something, to keep you calm.
Sometimes, I just look at these pictures, to remind myself of all the good things I have.. When I get all upset or irritated at someone/something. I usually find myself, saying sorry to the person, shortly after. ahem. =P Nah.. These pictures are just to give me a little nudge, back into reality.. Telling me, that I have a lot, that I should be happy and proud for. And also, to remind myself, to complain and frown less. Tsk Tsk. Which then make me go all "sigh" and feel all lost.. And, yes. Girlie. Oh dear god, no. I said it..
Anyway, just take a look at them.. Hope they help in some way or another. They are absolutely beautiful..!! If you want more scenic and gorgeous pictures.. Click here!
Sunday, May 14, 2006
10 days and a dislocated muscle.
Apparently, according to the women in the Vohra family, a muscle in my tummy has gone missing. Or is still there, but it is dislocated. Hence, the extremely bad, ahem, poo issues. Oh I had to really share that with everyone. It's true though, for the past 5 days, everytime I eat anything, 5-10 minutes later, it is completely out of my system. I don't even think my body gets the chance to get, you know.. the things.. that it's supposed to. Damnit! There goes my moment of being intelligent. Gosh.
10 days left for my exams.. =| *breathes faster and faster..and faster*. I think it's safe to say that I'm nervous. So nervous, that, today I sat, reading one paragraph, at least six times, for one hour, after realising that I've only 10 days, which I can't really waste over, being nerved up. So, I stopped pulling my hair *finally* and decided to study. Yes. You heard right. I, the procrastinator, actually finished two whole topics in psych. Which is basically, one exam paper. *Phew*.. It helps, being all, you know.. you know.. Studyingified. (Yes, It is a word. Stop doubting it.)
All these really wicked movies are coming out from this week onwards. I can't even go for them, until after the 26th Of May. =( It's so horridly sad.
With that, I shall go off, and sleep. And wake up and study. Then go to college, educate myself. Come home after that, eat and then sleep. Wake up, and then study. And then, sleep, wake up, study and go to college.. And.. I guess you get the picture =P
So ta ra everyone..!! Happy studying! =D
Good night.
PS - THE DA VINCI CODE releases on the 19th!!! WOOO HOOOO (check out the website!)
It's wicked..!! I cannot wait!!!!!!!!!!!
10 days left for my exams.. =| *breathes faster and faster..and faster*. I think it's safe to say that I'm nervous. So nervous, that, today I sat, reading one paragraph, at least six times, for one hour, after realising that I've only 10 days, which I can't really waste over, being nerved up. So, I stopped pulling my hair *finally* and decided to study. Yes. You heard right. I, the procrastinator, actually finished two whole topics in psych. Which is basically, one exam paper. *Phew*.. It helps, being all, you know.. you know.. Studyingified. (Yes, It is a word. Stop doubting it.)
All these really wicked movies are coming out from this week onwards. I can't even go for them, until after the 26th Of May. =( It's so horridly sad.
With that, I shall go off, and sleep. And wake up and study. Then go to college, educate myself. Come home after that, eat and then sleep. Wake up, and then study. And then, sleep, wake up, study and go to college.. And.. I guess you get the picture =P
So ta ra everyone..!! Happy studying! =D
Good night.
PS - THE DA VINCI CODE releases on the 19th!!! WOOO HOOOO (check out the website!)
It's wicked..!! I cannot wait!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, May 12, 2006
Word Vomit
According to the "Urban Dictionary", Word Vomit means, "a point in a conversation where you say something that you really did not mean to." Now that, sums up how I've been feeling this whole past day and a half. I have been saying things I shouldn't have, and obviously regretted it later, as it brought nothing good. It only twisted my brain further. After which, I kept proving to myself how sad and silly I really was. (Word Vomit - Also taken from the movie, "Mean Girls")
Obviously, if you do something once, that isn't correct, you try not to do it again. Right?? Well, most of the time, yes.. But, today, I went ahead, and repeated a scene from last night. Well, give or take a few things. Seriously.. I'm still shaking my head at myself.
On to more interesting things. I know someone who dances, quite.. entertainingly. I'm sure if this video was posted on Youtube, he'd have plenty of viewers. Also, they'd definitely. DEFINITELY. WITHOUT A DOUBT, fall head over heels in love with him. =D But I must say, honestly, It was brilliant..! So, Please pass me your postal addresses, and I shall post you each a CD of it. If you need to know more details, just nudge me on msn. He he he.. Till this day, I've just been looking for something like this, to just.. begin my evil, you know.. plan. I mean er.. I'm sorry?
Two weeks to go till I sit in an exam hall, giving my AS literature papers. I'm so scared. With me, I get really nervous and panicky, before the exams.. So nervous, that I stop studying completely.. Cause if I do, I don't really concentrate.. And I get really distracted, whilst bitting at my own flesh off my fingers. Yummy.
I can't wait till the 18th of May. The day we all find out if there will be a season 4, to One Tree Hill.. And if so, the schedule of their episodes. WOW. Now that is something to get nervous over.. I mean, Will we ever know who is.. You know.. Or, will Dan ever.. What if Brooke is?.. Does Nathan really..?? What happens with Peyton?? .. Gosh. Oh btw, that was me, talking in coded language. Wicked or what?
Today, I was called a snob, at least four times. I mean, seriously.. Am I really that bad?? Please let me know.. This is really interesting. And oh so painful. *Cries hysterically*.
I guess that is it from me. I have to go and write a big long email!! =D Yaaaaaaaaaaaay! I love those..
Take it easy, everyone!
Ta!
Random Something:
Sigh.. Sigh.. Sigh. And many more Sighs. James Lafferty. At first, In season one, of OTH, I really couldn't stand him, or his character.. All eyes were on Chad Michael Murray, who by the way is also, very wow. But At the end of season 2 and 3, I felt differently about James Lafferty. He changed so much, and became a mature adult, rather than a rebellious, 17 year old. The way he grew, throughout the seasons, showed that there is hope for a lot of the guys out there. =D
Now, For the long-awaited, spitting. I.e. - My random thoughts for the day.
- When a cat feels sad/hurt or just plain moody, do their partners comfort them, like how we do?? I mean, do they have such a thing as a hug, or sweet words. In cat language ofcourse. I was looking at Cookie today, who looked pretty upset, and sat iscolated on one of the steps. I felt really bad, because I didn't know what was going through him.. So I stroked him until he slept. Later, my mind wandered, (as usual) and I began thinking.. "Hmm, If he had a girlfriend, would she comfort him, and say "It's okay sweetie, the other cats are just jealous because you're much fluffier than they are".. Or something equivalent."
- They say, when someone is angry, and they shout at you and say things, it's usually the absolute truth. Hmm. I don't really know if I agree with that. Sometimes, I've said some pretty nasty things to people I love and care about a lot.. And yes, maybe at the time I was really mad at them, but I doubt whatever I spoke, was secretly, the truth.
- My psych tutor, quoted Yoda, from Star Wars today. It fitted perfectly with the lesson.. But was also quite wise.. It went something like this - "Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.." - Quite a clever little - alien type man thing, he is!
- Why do girls purposely wear white (extremely thin materialed) trousers, with a bright coloured underwear underneath. And then say, "Get lost, you (beeping beep)". First off, they do it puposely. I saw four different girls dressed that way today. And then, they just tell the pervy men to bugger off, when they bog at their arses. Tsk Tsk. Women.. In that case, Men. *Shakes head*
- If I stalked someone, lets say, all the way to Aussieland.. Do you think I'd be tired or do you think I'd forget why I was stalking the person to begin with.. =P
- Baby food is so yummy. Apart from - Cauliflower and Cheese. Eugh.
- Why do some perfumes get you all - googly eyed, and all drooly, and all :| ??
- Do babies laugh at us, because they think we're stupid. I mean, we spend a large amount of the day talking to them in baby language, for example - " Gaa.. gaa Goo goo! Gooo!! Buuuu.. aa..Buu!! Gooo gooo!! Ga.. Ga!! Can you say Ga?.. Ga.. Come on, it's GA!" - And then they laugh hysterically for five minutes, whilst we get all melty and all "Awwwe".. But they still don't say "GA".. Gosh. Babies these days.. I mean, you'd think they'd know the whole language by 3 months.. Honestly.
- Making chocolate crispies is hard. You have to melt chocolate - which takes a good 15 mins, and whilst it bubbles (although I don't think it's supposed to do that).. You stir faster and faster and faster, till you fall to the ground. After which, you add the crispies/cornflakes..and stir and stir, and repeat the cycle of falling to the ground, out of extreme pain in the wrists. Then, you carefully make little balls, or just dump them on to a plate, and fridge them. Yes. It was hard work. So glad it's over!
- I think it's time I get on with that email.. Ahem.
Obviously, if you do something once, that isn't correct, you try not to do it again. Right?? Well, most of the time, yes.. But, today, I went ahead, and repeated a scene from last night. Well, give or take a few things. Seriously.. I'm still shaking my head at myself.
On to more interesting things. I know someone who dances, quite.. entertainingly. I'm sure if this video was posted on Youtube, he'd have plenty of viewers. Also, they'd definitely. DEFINITELY. WITHOUT A DOUBT, fall head over heels in love with him. =D But I must say, honestly, It was brilliant..! So, Please pass me your postal addresses, and I shall post you each a CD of it. If you need to know more details, just nudge me on msn. He he he.. Till this day, I've just been looking for something like this, to just.. begin my evil, you know.. plan. I mean er.. I'm sorry?
Two weeks to go till I sit in an exam hall, giving my AS literature papers. I'm so scared. With me, I get really nervous and panicky, before the exams.. So nervous, that I stop studying completely.. Cause if I do, I don't really concentrate.. And I get really distracted, whilst bitting at my own flesh off my fingers. Yummy.
I can't wait till the 18th of May. The day we all find out if there will be a season 4, to One Tree Hill.. And if so, the schedule of their episodes. WOW. Now that is something to get nervous over.. I mean, Will we ever know who is.. You know.. Or, will Dan ever.. What if Brooke is?.. Does Nathan really..?? What happens with Peyton?? .. Gosh. Oh btw, that was me, talking in coded language. Wicked or what?
Today, I was called a snob, at least four times. I mean, seriously.. Am I really that bad?? Please let me know.. This is really interesting. And oh so painful. *Cries hysterically*.
I guess that is it from me. I have to go and write a big long email!! =D Yaaaaaaaaaaaay! I love those..
Take it easy, everyone!
Ta!
Random Something:
Sigh.. Sigh.. Sigh. And many more Sighs. James Lafferty. At first, In season one, of OTH, I really couldn't stand him, or his character.. All eyes were on Chad Michael Murray, who by the way is also, very wow. But At the end of season 2 and 3, I felt differently about James Lafferty. He changed so much, and became a mature adult, rather than a rebellious, 17 year old. The way he grew, throughout the seasons, showed that there is hope for a lot of the guys out there. =DNow, For the long-awaited, spitting. I.e. - My random thoughts for the day.
- When a cat feels sad/hurt or just plain moody, do their partners comfort them, like how we do?? I mean, do they have such a thing as a hug, or sweet words. In cat language ofcourse. I was looking at Cookie today, who looked pretty upset, and sat iscolated on one of the steps. I felt really bad, because I didn't know what was going through him.. So I stroked him until he slept. Later, my mind wandered, (as usual) and I began thinking.. "Hmm, If he had a girlfriend, would she comfort him, and say "It's okay sweetie, the other cats are just jealous because you're much fluffier than they are".. Or something equivalent."
- They say, when someone is angry, and they shout at you and say things, it's usually the absolute truth. Hmm. I don't really know if I agree with that. Sometimes, I've said some pretty nasty things to people I love and care about a lot.. And yes, maybe at the time I was really mad at them, but I doubt whatever I spoke, was secretly, the truth.
- My psych tutor, quoted Yoda, from Star Wars today. It fitted perfectly with the lesson.. But was also quite wise.. It went something like this - "Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.." - Quite a clever little - alien type man thing, he is!
- Why do girls purposely wear white (extremely thin materialed) trousers, with a bright coloured underwear underneath. And then say, "Get lost, you (beeping beep)". First off, they do it puposely. I saw four different girls dressed that way today. And then, they just tell the pervy men to bugger off, when they bog at their arses. Tsk Tsk. Women.. In that case, Men. *Shakes head*
- If I stalked someone, lets say, all the way to Aussieland.. Do you think I'd be tired or do you think I'd forget why I was stalking the person to begin with.. =P
- Baby food is so yummy. Apart from - Cauliflower and Cheese. Eugh.
- Why do some perfumes get you all - googly eyed, and all drooly, and all :| ??
- Do babies laugh at us, because they think we're stupid. I mean, we spend a large amount of the day talking to them in baby language, for example - " Gaa.. gaa Goo goo! Gooo!! Buuuu.. aa..Buu!! Gooo gooo!! Ga.. Ga!! Can you say Ga?.. Ga.. Come on
- Making chocolate crispies is hard. You have to melt chocolate - which takes a good 15 mins, and whilst it bubbles (although I don't think it's supposed to do that).. You stir faster and faster and faster, till you fall to the ground. After which, you add the crispies/cornflakes..and stir and stir, and repeat the cycle of falling to the ground, out of extreme pain in the wrists. Then, you carefully make little balls, or just dump them on to a plate, and fridge them. Yes. It was hard work. So glad it's over!
- I think it's time I get on with that email.. Ahem.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Oh please!! You knew I'd be back..
..Ahem. It's not even been a day. I seriously have no will power. How about I don't stop blogging.. BUT, blog less.. Sound good enough? I think so.. At least I get to blab. On and on and on and on and on and on..and On. You get the picture.
So, whilst I was running around Forest Gate, this cold and windy evening, I realised, that people here have full dustbins. I mean, massively full. And to think, the Garbage Truck People (Who, by the way, are Cookie's most favourite people, ever. Since he was a tot.) just came yesterday morning. How do I know all of this, you must be wondering. And why is she snooping around in peoples gardens to begin with? Well dearies, I had a little escapade this evening. Which I will spare the details for. Since I am so not embarrased! *whistles innocently*.. Well, anyways, I came across this little fact. About dustbins.. I'm seriously beginning to think, I have way too much time on my hands. Also, I have really low concentration levels. I mean, insanely low. Which, again, is not my fault. I blame the elves, dwarfs (dwarves?? What's happening to my english?), goblins and obviously, mister Snuffleupagus. Now that I have named all of those people, I seriously do not remember why I did.. So let's just move on.. Ahem.
I was watching One Tree Hill, the other day.. And It was the end of season 3. I was in tears. Big huge, fat tears. I love that show. Gosh. *sniffs*.. I will not write anymore to it, since *coughSOMEcough* people, are still on season one. But, when Peyton refers to Pete, as her Snuffleupagus, I had to put a picture of him.. He's so cute! =D And there is also a little bit of background info to go with him..
The big brown wooly mammoth type creature, with Big Bird, is the Snuffleupagus! And here's something about him - For many years, Big Bird was the only character who saw The Snuffleupagus, because he only came along when Big Bird was alone. The other characters on Sesame Street used to make fun of him, because they couldn't see The Snuffleupagus, as they did not believe there was such an animal. (THANK YOU - Wikipedia!)
Anyways. I had to mention that little point. I remember watching Sesame Street, every morning.. On the weekends, when I lived in Dubai. I think I stopped watching it, when Teletubbies came along.. I mean, er.. Teletubbies so sad ^o).. They can get really annoying and irritating at times. With them going all "Oh! La La!! No.. Po!" for lord knows how long! I MEAN! Look behind you Dipsy! Po IS RIGHT THERE!! But, sadly enough, they are so bloody addictive. It's really sad.
After embarrasing myself, and revealing many many MANY of my secrets. I have decided to go, and you know.. Go, and.. Call the bank or something. Since I'm totally an adult. ^o)
So, whilst I was running around Forest Gate, this cold and windy evening, I realised, that people here have full dustbins. I mean, massively full. And to think, the Garbage Truck People (Who, by the way, are Cookie's most favourite people, ever. Since he was a tot.) just came yesterday morning. How do I know all of this, you must be wondering. And why is she snooping around in peoples gardens to begin with? Well dearies, I had a little escapade this evening. Which I will spare the details for. Since I am so not embarrased! *whistles innocently*.. Well, anyways, I came across this little fact. About dustbins.. I'm seriously beginning to think, I have way too much time on my hands. Also, I have really low concentration levels. I mean, insanely low. Which, again, is not my fault. I blame the elves, dwarfs (dwarves?? What's happening to my english?), goblins and obviously, mister Snuffleupagus. Now that I have named all of those people, I seriously do not remember why I did.. So let's just move on.. Ahem.
I was watching One Tree Hill, the other day.. And It was the end of season 3. I was in tears. Big huge, fat tears. I love that show. Gosh. *sniffs*.. I will not write anymore to it, since *coughSOMEcough* people, are still on season one. But, when Peyton refers to Pete, as her Snuffleupagus, I had to put a picture of him.. He's so cute! =D And there is also a little bit of background info to go with him..
The big brown wooly mammoth type creature, with Big Bird, is the Snuffleupagus! And here's something about him - For many years, Big Bird was the only character who saw The Snuffleupagus, because he only came along when Big Bird was alone. The other characters on Sesame Street used to make fun of him, because they couldn't see The Snuffleupagus, as they did not believe there was such an animal. (THANK YOU - Wikipedia!)Anyways. I had to mention that little point. I remember watching Sesame Street, every morning.. On the weekends, when I lived in Dubai. I think I stopped watching it, when Teletubbies came along.. I mean, er.. Teletubbies so sad ^o).. They can get really annoying and irritating at times. With them going all "Oh! La La!! No.. Po!" for lord knows how long! I MEAN! Look behind you Dipsy! Po IS RIGHT THERE!! But, sadly enough, they are so bloody addictive. It's really sad.
After embarrasing myself, and revealing many many MANY of my secrets. I have decided to go, and you know.. Go, and.. Call the bank or something. Since I'm totally an adult. ^o)
I have stopped procrastinating.. Finally
This is to let you all know, that I have finally (16 days before my AS Level Examinations) stopped procrastinating! Yaay. I have realised that I only have 16 days to revise, 6 booklets. Not to worry though, Sanaa dearest has it all under control *begins to bite fingernails, and pull hair frantically.*
Okay, maybe not so.. But hey, this is the first time in my life i'm actually studying 16 days before ANY exam. I usually study the night before. Or two days before. I think this means that I am officially a nerd.. Or that I really want to pass. I'll go for the second =P
So I may not be updating mister blog for sometime.. (Yeah right!).. So here's wishing all of you the best of luck for all your exams.. And trust me, I will definitely update mister blog. Again. And Again. =P It's addictive. And I seriously have no will power.
But anyways. On to my actual message, which is:
Good luck to all of you, who are struggling and studying particularly hard for your IGCSE's, GCSE's, AS LEVEL, A2 LEVEL, some uni exam (sorry!), final term exams.. basically any sort of exams. And hope you all do well..! I hope you say the same to me =P I need all the luck I can get..!
Take it easy.. and have fun!! Why? Because it's an experience..! =D
mwah!
Okay, maybe not so.. But hey, this is the first time in my life i'm actually studying 16 days before ANY exam. I usually study the night before. Or two days before. I think this means that I am officially a nerd.. Or that I really want to pass. I'll go for the second =P
So I may not be updating mister blog for sometime.. (Yeah right!).. So here's wishing all of you the best of luck for all your exams.. And trust me, I will definitely update mister blog. Again. And Again. =P It's addictive. And I seriously have no will power.
But anyways. On to my actual message, which is:
Good luck to all of you, who are struggling and studying particularly hard for your IGCSE's, GCSE's, AS LEVEL, A2 LEVEL, some uni exam (sorry!), final term exams.. basically any sort of exams. And hope you all do well..! I hope you say the same to me =P I need all the luck I can get..!
Take it easy.. and have fun!! Why? Because it's an experience..! =D
mwah!
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Sanaa Iqbal, 8 - 11 G3
So I've been reminiscing a lot today. About my years in, The Cambridge High School Dubai.. Obviously now, the name has changed to, The Cambridge International School.. It changed before I left actually..
I've been looking through all my files of work I have, since grade 8.. I think I got really teary, looking at it all.. It gave me the warmest feeling ever.. Just to see all of that again, and to just feel.. hmm.
I found all these essays, pieces of random writing..exam papers, everything and anything possible that I did in the years I was there.. And It brought tears to my eyes. I was so content then. So happy.. I mean, I am definitely now.. But something goes missing.. I found this drama script, that me and these 4 other girls had to act out, in year 10.. I think. It was called, "Attack of the Tame Tigers.." And it was so hilarious. Oh, and for the record, I played a gay man. Who fell in love with his girlfriends best friend, who was liked a woman, who was secretly an alien. Yeah.. Don't ask. But, it never mattered what we did, or what grades we got at the end of the day.. All that mattered was that we had a blast.. and that we never thought about the future. We never thought bout anything serious.. It was fun. Innocent and just.. Amazing. Yeah, we'd talk about all the crushes we had, and make fun of the others..It was just a part of being all "girlie" and all.. sad! lol.! We all had our own little groups, who we used to sit with in break time.. I still remember, sitting there, in the girls' covered area.. putting my head down on my bag, whilst Abz came behind me, and kicked my butt, to ask me if I wanted some flake. Then suddenly I'd get this sick feeling in my stomach, because we'd have french the lesson after, and I'd have to present something or another.. Or even, just talk in french. I'd get so nervous.. He he!! I used to try and miss as many classes of French, as I could.. Though I still came out with a pretty decent "C" at the end! =)
I guess it's just the whole process of going through "high school".. Sigh!! Anyways, I just thought I'd share my little sentimental/emotional thoughts with you!
I've been looking through all my files of work I have, since grade 8.. I think I got really teary, looking at it all.. It gave me the warmest feeling ever.. Just to see all of that again, and to just feel.. hmm.
I found all these essays, pieces of random writing..exam papers, everything and anything possible that I did in the years I was there.. And It brought tears to my eyes. I was so content then. So happy.. I mean, I am definitely now.. But something goes missing.. I found this drama script, that me and these 4 other girls had to act out, in year 10.. I think. It was called, "Attack of the Tame Tigers.." And it was so hilarious. Oh, and for the record, I played a gay man. Who fell in love with his girlfriends best friend, who was liked a woman, who was secretly an alien. Yeah.. Don't ask. But, it never mattered what we did, or what grades we got at the end of the day.. All that mattered was that we had a blast.. and that we never thought about the future. We never thought bout anything serious.. It was fun. Innocent and just.. Amazing. Yeah, we'd talk about all the crushes we had, and make fun of the others..It was just a part of being all "girlie" and all.. sad! lol.! We all had our own little groups, who we used to sit with in break time.. I still remember, sitting there, in the girls' covered area.. putting my head down on my bag, whilst Abz came behind me, and kicked my butt, to ask me if I wanted some flake. Then suddenly I'd get this sick feeling in my stomach, because we'd have french the lesson after, and I'd have to present something or another.. Or even, just talk in french. I'd get so nervous.. He he!! I used to try and miss as many classes of French, as I could.. Though I still came out with a pretty decent "C" at the end! =)
I guess it's just the whole process of going through "high school".. Sigh!! Anyways, I just thought I'd share my little sentimental/emotional thoughts with you!
Friday, May 05, 2006
Turning 18, chasing wasps (not bees this time), my hair cut and everything in between!
As most of you know, I've finally turned 18!! Whooppiiieee!! Seeing as it's only my first day into being 18, I'd say there's not much difference to being 17 or 16 for that matter. I've been waiting, to turn 18 since I was 10.. Okay, not really. When I was 10, Anisa and Shafina were my role models. Lmao. Sorry. I'm mean. I shall stop. =P But no, seriously.. I've been waiting for my 18th birthday, since forever. I had a pretty wicked 18th surprise party.. However, my day, yesterday was simple.. This is how it went. My first birthday wish was from someone special.. Who I was hoping would be! yaay!! =) then it went on from there. But stopped at 12am (4th may) and started at 5.30 am, and ended at around 9.30 yesterday evening. In between, I went to college and studied psychology. And learnt other things, I really did not want to. Ahem. And then I came home, only to leave home 3 times, again. Once, to get my passport pics done, second to go and get something, and third to go down that same place, to get my hair cut! Yaaay!! =) I look all girlie now..!
It was a pretty simple day, I say.. But made me feel really special! Thank you, everyone!! I mean, I heard from people, who I thought, would never even remember! It was pretty lovely! =)
So, the sun has been good these past few days. He has been shining more than usual. I guess it's because, he's trying to hint to us, that summer is here!! Yaay!! *takes such wickedly ugly sunglasses out* It's been pretty hot here, and the insects seem to love it. We keep all our windows and doors open, because our house gets pretty warm otherwise.. And plus, Cookie goes and comes as he pleases. And suddenly you find him right next to you, purring loudly.. Bless! But yes, back to the insects *shivers*. I was on the bus this morning, when I saw a ladybird flying around. I actually switched seats, to run away from it. Later, when I came home, there was this whole, what seemed like a creepy crawlie infestation right outside my house. Or so I thought. Since, you know, all the bugs want to secretly get me. These bugs, are so clever. They not, only make you look stupid - for example, I was running from a bee. Then, a bee comes buzzing right infront of my face, so I woosh it away with my sleeve. A few minutes later, a big huge bird flies above my head, and I duck, and run.. Now I understand why people were pointing and laughing. *Shakes head* - but also, make you feel really scared, and all shivery till the end of the day. I mean, just by thinking bout the bee buzz, I can actually, very clearly hear a bee around my head. *Shakes head fast, whilst I get all funny boney all over*. They hallucinate you, people. I mean, there was this huge, massive, ginormous, wasp in my kitchen (by that, I mean something smaller than the size of my nail) and because of that little thing, I dint drink water for three whole hours. I waited till mummy got back, and shoo-ed the wasp away.. Oh dear, I just realised. I'm supposed to be 18.. Oh well! So much for that! *Chucks, wickedly ugly sunglasses away..*
I'm finally, just 5 episodes away from the last episode of season 3, in One Tree Hill. I seriously cannot say, which one I've loved more. They are all .. WOW.. If only *coughSOMEcough* people understood that. Which reminds me, let me know which one you think is the "BEST" epidsode EVER.. on Monday please. I don't work on Saturday, and I'm far too busy procrastinating on Sunday.. As well as, hoovering the stairs for a few hours. I have myself a part-ay!! So yes, basically, let me know by Monday. Ahem..
My exams start soon. On the.. Erm.. Erm.. Uhm. Errrr.. Ummm.. 25th of May!! Exactly 20 days to go. How horrid. I don't know why I'm fretting about it, since I always, ALWAYS.. Study the night before my exam. It's worked everytime. Apart from my IG's. At least I realised, after they ended, that I should have worked harder. But obviously, by then, I erm.. Did not really care. I did not even like the subjects to begin with okay! =P Oh please! Don't look at my all accusingly. Whilst others started studying from Jan, for their finals in May/June.. I was busy travelling to different countries, thank you very much. (Two, to be precise) Oh, and getting myself into a dilemma.. Oh, and discovering, many things. *cough cough*..! So yes, for those of you, who think I do not take my exams seriously.. I beg you to reconsider.. Even though the evidence proves otherwise. *Whistles innocently*
I think I actually am sleepy. AND THAT AS WELL at 12.15AM!!! =O Gosh. This is bad for my reputation. Yes, "I" have a reputation. Not a big one. But I'm sure it's there, somewhere.. Lingering in someones dirty socks. Tsk..
Anyhow! Ta ra all!! Take it easy, to all of you who have any sort of exams coming up!! Good luck to everyone who is doing their GCSE/IGCSE/AS/A2 level exams!! We all know that "we're like so totally gonna ace them. Like sooo without a doubt!!" - I seriously have lost every inch of respect I had.. Just there. *Shakes head*
Good night.. x x
Random Something:
Since I'm pretty tired today.. I can't really post that much on my "random something" part of it. So, here are 2 lame jokes I found.. It had me laughing for ages. Just shows how sad my humour is..
There were 3 eggs in the fridge.
Egg 1 said to Egg 2 - " Hey why is there a hairy egg? "
Egg 3 replies - "I'm a kiwi!! You idiot!"
---------------------------------------------------------
There were two peanuts, walking down a spooky road..
One was assaulted.
..Also shows how sad you are, cause I know you laughed as well!! =D
It was a pretty simple day, I say.. But made me feel really special! Thank you, everyone!! I mean, I heard from people, who I thought, would never even remember! It was pretty lovely! =)
So, the sun has been good these past few days. He has been shining more than usual. I guess it's because, he's trying to hint to us, that summer is here!! Yaay!! *takes such wickedly ugly sunglasses out* It's been pretty hot here, and the insects seem to love it. We keep all our windows and doors open, because our house gets pretty warm otherwise.. And plus, Cookie goes and comes as he pleases. And suddenly you find him right next to you, purring loudly.. Bless! But yes, back to the insects *shivers*. I was on the bus this morning, when I saw a ladybird flying around. I actually switched seats, to run away from it. Later, when I came home, there was this whole, what seemed like a creepy crawlie infestation right outside my house. Or so I thought. Since, you know, all the bugs want to secretly get me. These bugs, are so clever. They not, only make you look stupid - for example, I was running from a bee. Then, a bee comes buzzing right infront of my face, so I woosh it away with my sleeve. A few minutes later, a big huge bird flies above my head, and I duck, and run.. Now I understand why people were pointing and laughing. *Shakes head* - but also, make you feel really scared, and all shivery till the end of the day. I mean, just by thinking bout the bee buzz, I can actually, very clearly hear a bee around my head. *Shakes head fast, whilst I get all funny boney all over*. They hallucinate you, people. I mean, there was this huge, massive, ginormous, wasp in my kitchen (by that, I mean something smaller than the size of my nail) and because of that little thing, I dint drink water for three whole hours. I waited till mummy got back, and shoo-ed the wasp away.. Oh dear, I just realised. I'm supposed to be 18.. Oh well! So much for that! *Chucks, wickedly ugly sunglasses away..*
I'm finally, just 5 episodes away from the last episode of season 3, in One Tree Hill. I seriously cannot say, which one I've loved more. They are all .. WOW.. If only *coughSOMEcough* people understood that. Which reminds me, let me know which one you think is the "BEST" epidsode EVER.. on Monday please. I don't work on Saturday, and I'm far too busy procrastinating on Sunday.. As well as, hoovering the stairs for a few hours. I have myself a part-ay!! So yes, basically, let me know by Monday. Ahem..
My exams start soon. On the.. Erm.. Erm.. Uhm. Errrr.. Ummm.. 25th of May!! Exactly 20 days to go. How horrid. I don't know why I'm fretting about it, since I always, ALWAYS.. Study the night before my exam. It's worked everytime. Apart from my IG's. At least I realised, after they ended, that I should have worked harder. But obviously, by then, I erm.. Did not really care. I did not even like the subjects to begin with okay! =P Oh please! Don't look at my all accusingly. Whilst others started studying from Jan, for their finals in May/June.. I was busy travelling to different countries, thank you very much. (Two, to be precise) Oh, and getting myself into a dilemma.. Oh, and discovering, many things. *cough cough*..! So yes, for those of you, who think I do not take my exams seriously.. I beg you to reconsider.. Even though the evidence proves otherwise. *Whistles innocently*
I think I actually am sleepy. AND THAT AS WELL at 12.15AM!!! =O Gosh. This is bad for my reputation. Yes, "I" have a reputation. Not a big one. But I'm sure it's there, somewhere.. Lingering in someones dirty socks. Tsk..
Anyhow! Ta ra all!! Take it easy, to all of you who have any sort of exams coming up!! Good luck to everyone who is doing their GCSE/IGCSE/AS/A2 level exams!! We all know that "we're like so totally gonna ace them. Like sooo without a doubt!!" - I seriously have lost every inch of respect I had.. Just there. *Shakes head*
Good night.. x x
Random Something:
Since I'm pretty tired today.. I can't really post that much on my "random something" part of it. So, here are 2 lame jokes I found.. It had me laughing for ages. Just shows how sad my humour is..
There were 3 eggs in the fridge.
Egg 1 said to Egg 2 - " Hey why is there a hairy egg? "
Egg 3 replies - "I'm a kiwi!! You idiot!"
---------------------------------------------------------
There were two peanuts, walking down a spooky road..
One was assaulted.
..Also shows how sad you are, cause I know you laughed as well!! =D
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Random something
Before I go on - here's a special message to my best mate!
Rakhshi - CONGRATULATIONS!!! YOU'VE GRADUATED!! Yaaaay!! I wish I was there too.. Last years graduation was.. Ahem. Interesting, so to speak. But we had a great time..!! Can't wait to see you! Just another month and a bit to go! yipppeee! Just a while longer, And you'll be on a whole new journey yourself. So here is wishing you the strength to fly high, and to get to where you want to.. Much much love!! And it was great talking to you!! =)
As for the rest of you, congrats as well!! And good luck for everything you do, from here on. =)
Random Something:
Here is something I came across.. In One Tree Hill.. Thought that It thought was particularly interesting.. that I had to put in.
And Hansel said to Gretel,
let us drop these breadcrumbs,
so that together we can find our way.
This year, I lost my way..
And losing your way on a journey
is unfortunate.
But, losing the reason for your journey
is a fate more cruel.
The journey lasted for months.
Sometimes I travelled alone,
Sometimes, there were others
who took the wheel
And.. Took my heart.
But when the destination was reached
It wasn't me, who arrived.
It wasn't me at all..
And once you lose yourself, you have two choices..
Find the person you used to be
Or lose that person completely..
Because sometimes..
You have to step outside the person you've been
And remember the person you were meant to be.
The person you wanted to be..
Rakhshi - CONGRATULATIONS!!! YOU'VE GRADUATED!! Yaaaay!! I wish I was there too.. Last years graduation was.. Ahem. Interesting, so to speak. But we had a great time..!! Can't wait to see you! Just another month and a bit to go! yipppeee! Just a while longer, And you'll be on a whole new journey yourself. So here is wishing you the strength to fly high, and to get to where you want to.. Much much love!! And it was great talking to you!! =)
As for the rest of you, congrats as well!! And good luck for everything you do, from here on. =)
Random Something:
Here is something I came across.. In One Tree Hill.. Thought that It thought was particularly interesting.. that I had to put in.
And Hansel said to Gretel,
let us drop these breadcrumbs,
so that together we can find our way.
This year, I lost my way..
And losing your way on a journey
is unfortunate.
But, losing the reason for your journey
is a fate more cruel.
The journey lasted for months.
Sometimes I travelled alone,
Sometimes, there were others
who took the wheel
And.. Took my heart.
But when the destination was reached
It wasn't me, who arrived.
It wasn't me at all..
And once you lose yourself, you have two choices..
Find the person you used to be
Or lose that person completely..
Because sometimes..
You have to step outside the person you've been
And remember the person you were meant to be.
The person you wanted to be..
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