Surprise, Surprise..!!

Okay.. Uhm.. I think I'm still in shock. Major shock.. Wow. Just yesterday I was talking about all my birthdays.. And today.. Well today was.. uhm.. Here's what happened..=|

So Faisal bhai came last night.. Considering he was finally here, shafina and I were unsure whether to hold a surprise *congratulations - sorta* party.. He even agreed, surprisingly to go for a movie with me and naz.. Ice Age 2. Whilst we were going to the station, I was all chuffed, that he was finally out of the house.. And that everyone could start decorating the place. I even had to ignore my cousins in the car, so as to not make it obvious to where they were going.. At the train station, Faisal Bhai kind of got suspicious. He began asking all these questions, to who initially thought of the idea of going for a movie. Since Shaf had spoken to naz, and naz to faisal bhai.. I hadn't a clue what the plan was. I just went on, and made it up.. He looked confused, and I suddenly started talking about his plans for "travel cards".. An absolutely sad way of diverting him..but hey, it worked =P

When we finally met up with Naz.. I was all "omg! I hope it all goes well!" in my head.. I texted jumi, and told her when the movie started and ended. It was a wicked movie.. But more on that later. To kill more time, I decided we have waffles, at the place next to the cinema.. Naz dared me to drink an espresso in one shot. I did it. And I got a pat on the back.. =P Shaf kept texting me, and told me to "hurry up - *angry voice* - They're all here and waiting for faisal!".. I made up an excuse and told Faisal bhai that I had forgotten to do housework, and mum ended up doing it, so shaf got mad at me, and told me to be home right away..! A few minutes later, Shaf called faisal bhai.. I had a feeling she was screaming at him as well.. So I thought, "okay, it's working.. we're finally getting out of here".. Throughout the journey home, I said the most daftest things, to keep Faisal bhai from asking questions! We finally got home, and I was all "oh dear! I think Faisal Bhai knows!".. And just as we opened the sitting room door, there stood everyone, screaming "Surprise!! Congratulations!".. I let out a sigh of relief. Faisal bhai looked well shocked. He cut a cake.. Everyone around him sang the "congratualations" song.. I was all chuffed that Faisal bhai was all.. Wait a minute. Everyone turned around.. and there came my mum, with a huge cake with "18" written on it.. OH MY GOD!! IT WAS A SURPRISE PARTY FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! AAAHHHHH!!! I was laughing/shocked/crying..everything at once.. It was wicked. The best I've ever had.. I hugged Faisal bhai, and we both were overwhelmed throughout the night. Two parties. One Night. Amazing.

The night went on, everyone got along.. We had fun talking, suddenly singing choruses of sad songs.. Playing "dont-let-the-balloons-fall-to-the-ground" game, opening soo many presents..and just having a brilliant time!

To think, that I've been complaining about how sad and dull my birthday would be, just a few weeks ago.. Now here I am, weeks later.. Sigh.

Thank you to everyone who came..

Mum - Sigh.. I can't put it into words. You made my day. My year.

Pups and anisa - Oh please, I'm still cooler =P Thank you so much!

Anisa and Tal bhai - wish you guys were here too!! Thanks for the OTH Season 2. I swear I'm not watching it.. *whistles innocently*

Faisal Bhai - We both lied to eachother. We both got surprised. Congrats Faisal Bhai!

Naz and Shum - I can't wait for my haircut now!! he he!! Naji.. You little actress.. You were the only one who knew the whole truth =P.. Thank you so much!! Oh, yummy lollypops, btw.. Shum! =)

Seema, Anjum, Asma, Farah and Saima - Love you guys to bits!! Thanks for the lovely gifts!! And I LOVE MY ENGLAND TEEEE!!! =D

My boys - Nabeel, Saim and Ramiz - It was great seeing you guys!! Nabz, I swear I dint tell on you for doing sheesha! =P Love you guys!!

Shakeel, Tariq, Anees, Tabassum Bhabi and Fatima Bhabi - I loved your gifts! Thank you so much for being there today!! And thank you for spelling my name right! he he!

Shak - Even though you confessed 4 times you dint want to be there.. Thanks for coming!! Oh, and my nostrils are still bigger and CLEANER than yours. The lollypop is in the bin now..! hope you had a great time!

Rustam, Sheetal and Avinash - Love you guys sooo much!! Rustam, I saw the pictures later.. Tsk tsk =P.. Thanks for being there.. Avinash, I'm still counting what else I can do, after I officially turn 18!

Salmaan and Iram - Thanks for the cake.. Thanks a lot for coming! Get well soon salmaan!

Shezad - I loved your khuses!! he he!! Hope your less high now =P

Yakub and Sajia - It was great seeing you after ages!! Thanks for the gift!! And yummy yummy chocolates!

..Wow. It has been one of the best nights of my life. Definitely, an ideal 18th birthday.. Thanks again, to everyone.. Much love and big hugs!
xx
=)

Sleeplessness

Lately I've not been really getting much sleep. But hey, I guess it's just not me.. But all us who are suffering the reality of giving our AS exams in less than 4 weeks. *Screams, and pulls hair*.

I spent approximately 6 hours today in college (excluding lecture hours), doing my coursework. Since december, I've shown my tutor four drafts. Today, I finally finished it.. At least I thought so until I showed it to her. She told me it was brilliant, but wanted me to elaborate on two points.. I've gone about 500 words above my maximum word limit. Ahem. 1,500 is the limit. And I've done a massive 2,000 words coursework. I just couldn't help myself..

After my horridly long day at college, I came home only to find that I wasn't getting any sleep. From 6pm till about a few minutes ago, all I've been doing is chewing on my fingers, and making my heart beat faster than normal.At least I rested for that long..But Yes, I think it's safe to say, I have officially lost it.. I guess my brain is coming to terms with the fact that I actually have to submit this darned piece of work tomorrow.. That I have been working on since Last December. It's been about, 5 months!! At least I got over the fact that the characters are in fact, fictional.. And not a part of my daily life. Sigh. I had fun talking to all of them for the time I knew them. Oh well, Good bye, my fellow Shakespearen characters. You were much fun, tiring, exhausting, nail-biting, hair pullingly amusing to work over. And I cannot wait till I come home tomorrow and say.. - I'M FINALLY FREEEE!!!! Wait.. Wait. Before I get so excited, my next countdown begins.. Which is, 26 days till my exams begin. *shudder*.. Oh, there goes my excitement. Out of the window. Tsk Tsk.

-I have deleted what I wrote here, since I felt guilty a few hours later. Ahem. No further comments.*Whistles oh so innocently*-

I forgot to write the other day, that the biggest, most fattest, most hairiest bumble bee came into my room. It was a sunny day. I was watching One Tree Hill. It was exciting. Lucas had just punched Felix.. At the club opening aswell =O - what was my original message? *scratches head* - Ah yes, mister bumble bee! Well.. I started hearing this buzzing sound. I looked frantically.. Under my bed (?), under my feet.. On my head, In my clothes.. everywhere. Until I looked over, and saw mister bumble bee. I screamed like a 4 year old. Mum told me to be a strong girl*GRR*, and take a broom and make it fly out of the window. So there I was, all chuffed with the big broom (mind you, knocking over half my house in the process) in my hand. Ready to chase away the bee. I came closer. The broom got stuck on the curtain. The bee buzzed louder than ever. I cried for mercy. I screamed, "MUMMY!!!!!", and there she came, my saviour.. It was like she was an expert. She ordered me to get the hoover. I fell down the stairs, because I was scared of the bee. I took the hoover upstairs, plugged it in.. Since I was still shocked, *ahem* the hoover sucked in half my jammies. *Shakes head* I then chucked it into my room, and shut the door tight, as I went to the loo.. Oh come on, I was really frightened! I ran downstairs.. And all I could hear was the noises the hoover made. Those were the longest 4 minutes of my life.. I heard the door open, my mum said mister bee was dead. I cried. Out of happiness. And I felt bad. I killed my second bug this week..

Anyhow.. Now that, all the emotional stuff has been said and done..here goes this weeks....

Random Somethings - yaaay!

All you guys out there, here are some pick up lines. Lame ones. But they got me laughing..

1 - Are you accepting applications to your fan club?

2 - I'd marry your cat just to get into the family

3 - Wouldn't we look cute on a wedding cake together?

4 - So, you're a girl huh? (..and to think, this actually worked with somone. Lmao.)

5 - If you were a booger, I'd pick you first

6 - Hey baby! Drop that zero, and get with the hero.. In other words.. Come with me.. *cheesy wink*

7 - Is there an airport near by, or did my heart just take off?

8 - *Put hand forward* The name is Bond. James Bond - (to think, it worked 40 times.)

9 - Can I borrow a quarter? I want to call my mum and tell her I met the girl of my dreams

10 - Hello! I'm a thief. I'm here to steal your heart!

Okay, these are particularly sad. But admit it.. You did laugh!

Ps - The bumble bee is still stuck in my hoover.

Blogthings, is sadly addictive!

So lately *thank you puj ^o)* for making me so addicted to that site.. I have literally shown anyone who was bored as well.. I stayed up again last night with one of my mates and we both did all these tests, until I think we both got tired..and bored.. AT LAST.. Here were a few of my results. Ahem

1- A natural flirt - Oh please! I have no idea what flirting is. I flirt worse than Ross.
2- My "Pimp" name is - Brown Sugga Big Spenda.
3- I belong in Dublin, because there are no snobs there, and to make it simple - I'm boring.
4 - "You're just the way I like my coffee - Tall, dark and strong" - Is my pick up line.
5 - I'm 16% American. I thought I was less. But oh well.. *That was like totally a big shock! Omg! Like all the malls are gonna so kick me out now!*
6 - I'm only 28% Evil.. *bless*.. To be fair I did get 34% the first time around!
7 - I should be a "romantic novelist" Or something to that effect.
8 - I should have a career that deals with "deep thinking" - Philosophy, history..etc. Lmao. I'd probably forget what i was *deep-thinking about*. Tsk tsk
9 - I've been really good this year. So I'm on top of santa's list, of good children. Yaay!
10 - I was a dog in my past life - A loyal companion.
11 - I'm a loyal friend, and very generous. I appreciate honesty, but once in a while I don't mind telling lies.
12 - I'm a cherry pie.
13 - I was popular in high school. Lmao.
14 - I passed 8th grade science. *IM SO COOL*
15 - I'm japanese food - exotic and daring. Lmao. So untrue.
16 - I'm 72% Girlish.. Thank god.
17 - I got a "D+" In being observant. Oh please, Who knew that the green light is at the bottom of the traffic lights?
18 - my hidden talent is - interpersonal relations and dealing with people..! Stand back people.. The most talented person is on her way *does joey dance*
19 - I act 14 Years old.. And to think I'll be turning 18 in one week. *tsk tsk*
20 - i'm 69% or something, open minded.

Okay, now that you all know how sad I am. I know you are sadder, because you will want to visit this website, and you will want to do all the tests possible. But remember, YOU HAVE THE POWER TO STOP!! Unlike some people.. *whistles innocently*

Anyhow, I must leave for college right away.. There goes my reminder.

And so it begins..

I'm supposed to be at college right now, but because of my *cough cough* tummy ache, and my *cough cough* diarohea problem, I missed out on the first lecture.. *whistles innocently*.. Ahem, I called in nevertheless, only to find out that hardly anyone went. Tsk tsk. And I also found out, that I was the only one (along with another girl/guy) that entered in the re-sit for one of the media studies exams. Even though I got a "B". How much nerdier can I get? Oh well, Maybe I'll get an "A" next time around.. It was a fun exam.. So I guess I don't mind doing it again. *shrug*

Apparently, exactly 4 (counting the rest of this uneventful day so far) days till I have to submit my coursework. I know, you must be thinking that I seriously have nothing better to do 11 am in the morning, but to sit and write my blog, when instead I could be, writing my coursework. Well, you see because of the *cough cough* tummy ache, apparently I've lost my brain cells. Whoops. Again.

Also, I think I have to be on a train to college in approximately 3 minutes.. *Still wearing nightdress, hair is worse than a witch, eyes have the biggest circles, and still insists on typing for another, 2 minutes..* Ahem, yes, I've officially missed my train.! Oh well, I shall get on to the next, and I shall use the excuse that, My cat fell asleep on my clothes, and obviously I could possibly not wear anything else, but my jumper and jeans. And with that, I lost another 2 minutes... So, Sanaa dearest will shut it, and get on with the rest of her day.. However, Since I love you all so much, I shall update my blog again, later at night.. IF, my cat isn't sleeping on my, erm..chair. *cough cough*.

Much love,
Ta ra.. Have a nice day to all those who live here.. For all those who live in the middle east, have a nice - whatever the time is there -

Random Something..

Okay, maybe not so random.. BUT DEAR GOD. Ahem.. Here is someone, that is on my top list
of the most gorgeous guys ever. He's number one after this pic..trust me.

And no.. I dint publish this because of somebody.. *whistles innocently*..
Enjoy. Stop drooling you. * You know who you are..*

Itch. Itch.

Here is something, that will make you itch. Scratch. Shiver. And.. Well.. See for yourself. Bless them, aren't they cute.. Wouldnt you like them to nibble on your feet?? =)

Enjoy.. My fans.

Yaaaaaaaay!

I got my first official 18th birthday present!! yaaaaay!!
Why thank you, fog and tal bhai! =) oh, and custard!! yippeeee

A beautiful Life

This morning started off, with my mum reminiscing about "the old times".. It was really really heart warming to start off a day like that.. Until I think we both got a tad bit emotional..

We started talkin about what I want to do with life, after I finish off my A-Levels. Yes, I know it's a year away still.. But I do have to kinda make decisions by the end of the year.. You know, have some sort of idea.. Well I told my mum I was going to go uni, outside London.. But obviously still in the UK.. And from that we drifted into talkin bout my dad..

She started telling me how, just the day before he passed on.. How all his dreams were finally coming true..and how he was so happy that everything was working out for all of us, so well.. I mean, My sister was getting married a few months later, his business was progressing really well, and most of all, he was finally doing something he wanted to.. And he was his own boss. He had even planned, later on that year, as it was going to be his and my mums 25th wedding anniversary.. To take my mum to Austrailia or New Zealand.. He had even brought home, brouchers for her to look at..

From that, mum started telling me about how my dad had struggled so much to get to where he was towards the end of his life.. He started one of his jobs, at this leather shoe shop.. Where rich people used to go and put their feet out, as he would make them try on shoes.. Yeah. And during those days, he earned 2 pounds PER DAY!! I mean, wow.. Then he went off to doing all these other evening jobs, that paid just as much or less.. He then started - after he was married to mum - to drive a mini cab.. As he had lost his other job.. So his life went on like that, here.. Until he felt he had to move on..and went to Bahrain.. And I think we all stayed there for 3 or so months.. After which we moved to Dubai.. And well.. After that, he was always losing his job, or being transferred.. Or being conned. After a life of complete and utter struggle.. He finally started his own company. Mariq HR Consultants.. I remember how long Shafina worked on his logo's.. They used to always have little arguments.. always. It was funny.. And finally he settled on one.. And there began his dream.

It's so strange how you find out the most about someone, after they pass on.. I found out so many new things about him after he left.. And each and every one of those things made me admire him more than I already did.. He played every part of his life with absolute passion. Till date, There is not a single fault I've ever found in him. And I'm not only saying this cause he was my father.. But because of the human being he was. He was so inteligent, and so sophisticated.. He had class. He could've dressed like a cow-boy and still have pulled it off.. He was.. My dad. Sigh.

Sometimes, when things get tough.. and life chucks odd moments at me.. All I feel like doing is running into his arms. I wonder how life would be with him here with us.. I wonder how he'd react to see me turning 18..with long hair =O.. Finally a girl, and not a tom-boy.. Mum says, he wouldn't of been able to handle it.. Cause to him, I was, and will always be.. his "boom-boom".. =*)

With that, I'm going to go now..
This is for you to dad.. I love you so much =)
- Your Boom-Boom.

Etc..Etc..Etc..

I went out today and finally brought myself the official england socks. Yes, I maybe sad.. But at least I have them.. I brought three pairs.. Ahem. From the mens section.. OH come on!! The ladies section had such farty old prints.. Even the england socks, were LILAC.. okay.. LILAC. I wanted the original ones with the original colours.. =P
As you can see.. Ahem, They are a bit too big for me. *whistles innocently*.. Right were the black line is (drawn by myself, on microsoft paint, thank you very much) where my foot ends.

Anyhow..! Moving on.. I thought i'd make a home-facial mask thingy.. Because lately.. My face seems rather dry.. So, I thought I'd be all *expertified* (yes It's a word.. Look it up in the Dictiontaurus.) and do the following:

1 - Add 3 - 4 massive spoons of yellow flour.
2 - Add one big spoon of Turmeric powder (More powder equals lesser marks, and a cleaner face. OR So I thought..)
3 - Add yoghurt.
4 - Whoops, there is no yoghurt.
5 - Add whole milk. Until you feel its soggy enough.
6 - Mix it. DON'T.. I repeat.. DON'T smell it.
7 - See it bubble by itself, and then explode into little dry flour thingies.
8 - Put it on your face.. Not for an hour. Unlike me.
9 - Wash it off. If it doesn't come off.. Rub lemon on it. It will burn.. I won't lie.
10 - Wash it off with hot water
11 - You're face won't look any better.
12 - However, It will be more red.. And sudden rashes will appear.

So, what have you learnt from this?? Apart from the fact that you should never listen to me.. And never try this.. Also, never show your mum. She will laugh. Don't try to justify yourself. She will make you feel stupid. Ahem.. So anyways, Later, I found that I couldn't open my eyes, cause I had bits of flour stuck in them. So i itched them till my eyeballs almost fell out.. Only to do something even stupider later.. I was washing my hair, and CLEARLY had shampoo ON MY HANDS! I cleverly rubbed my eyes, because they were still itching.. Obviously, I was almost blinded after that.. And now I have one big red swallon eye..
Lesson number 2 - Never, Ever.. Put more turmeric powder. Why, you must be wondering.. Well apparently you come out looking very yellow.. And very very sad.

So I finally got my webcam today! Yaaay.. How exciting..! I remember last time we got a webcam, Anisa dearest lost the cd to it.. I still have it.. But it's useless, since somebody, thought we'd never need the CD again. *Claps*. However, this one is pretty wicked! Thanks to Nabeel dearest, I tried it on him.. and he saw Cookie! =) So when we first got our webcam, a few years back.. Anisa and I, were very fascinated. We took pictures of ourselves.. Rather, Fog. And were very amazed at what this little thing could do. Now, that I have realised, which century I live in.. It's not such a big deal after all.. It's considered rather sad if you don't have one.. Apparently. Who knew?

I have been working on my coursework for the past 3 weeks. Let us see how far I've gotten.. (yes gotten is a word as well.) Well.. Considering I have to submit it in exactly one week.. I'd say I'm prettyyyy far behind. Wait. Before you all start blaming me.. It is not my fault, I'm so bad at it. Let me explain.. Well you see.. When I don't like something, I simply put it away, and forget about it =)
Considering this piece of 2000+ words coursework essay counts for a lot of my final grade, I believe I should start taking it seriously. *Puts on a serious face*..

With that, I'm actually going to go, and sit down, and write about why disguise and deception.. Ahem. I forgot the question. I think that tells me something.

I shall go now!
Ta ra all..!

Random Something:
(Some very very lame jokes.. Sometimes the saddest things cheer you up though.!)

- Why was the tomato blushing??
Because He saw the salad dressing.

- Two sausages are in a pan. One looks at the other and says, "God, It's hot in here!"
The other sausage says, "OH MY GOD!! IT'S A TALKING SAUSAGE!"

- What is the smartest thing a man can say?
"My wife says.."

- Two blondes were walking in the woods. One said, " Oh look!! Deer Tracks!!". The other one argued, " No silly! Those are wolf tracks!" They both fought over it. Two hours later, they were both killed by a train

AND THE SADDEST OF THEM ALL IS...

- What did the dog say to the tree?
Bark

Who.. In heavens name puts these up. And why do people like me find them.. *Shakes head..*

The Lion Sleeps Tonight!

Pizza.. Yummy

So one of my really good mates, told me to eat a pizza for dinner.. And so I am. I have no idea why i'm sharing it with everyone..
Ahem, I guess I'm just really flustered.

My first post!! =)

Well hello!! =O I'm finally using blogger.com.. After making and erasing a whole blog approximately 3 times.. Yes.. I Am a very sad being..

Moving on.. I found this poem, in one of my folders.. And it's my favourite poem ever!! It's also from the movie, "in her shoes" .. which makes it better, since that is one of my favourite movies.. Yaay =P
Here it is, the poem, By E.E. Cummings

I carry your heart with me..

I carry your heart with me
(I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(Anywhere I go, You go my dear;
and whatever is done by only me
is your doing, my darling)

I fear
No fate
(For you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world
(For beautiful you are my world, my true)
And it's you are whatever
The moon has always meant
And whatever the sun will
Always sing, is You..

Here is the deepest secret
Nobody knows
(Here is the root of the root
And the bud of the bud,
And the sky of the sky of
a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope
or the mind can hide)
And this is the wonder that's
keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart with me ( I carry it in my heart )..

We went swimming yesterday, at East Ham baths.. (yes jumi.. The one *IN* East Ham) and it was a lot of fun!! However, there were these few asian ladies, that did take up the pool for no reason.. Since all the were interested in was having a little gossip-fest. Tsk tsk.. They went on talking bout how they used to be a size 14, and how now, they were size 20. Dear god.. They went on for 1 whole hour.. AND THEY DID NOT EVEN SWIM!!! Nevertheless, we had a good swim, apart from the fact that one of the Ahem, slightly larger ladies did ask me to pick her up in the pool *shudder*.. And earlier, she did try to dislocate my arm, by swimming.. Lmao. It was funny. But I did get a lot of water in my eyes, because of her non-sense splashing.. *shakes head..*

Lately.. I've realised how much me and literature do not go together anymore.. I mean, when I was in CIS, I loved it.. I waited for it.. And always did my essays, and enjoyed writing them.. But now, it's so different. I mean, I did love it in the beginning of the year, to be honest.. But ever since the shuffling of groups, and being taught by 3 different tutors, and having a lot of time off, and no help for coursework.. I think It's become rather, "off-putting".. However, I'm loving media studies and psychology!! Hmm.. But then again, my mind is always switching from one thing to another.. Quite quickly as well.. Tho yeth. That is that..

I have been thinking a lot lately.. (Yes, apparently my brain CAN DO that.. =O ) About life.. Wait. No. Stop. Let us start again..

I have been thinking a lot lately, about how Cookie comes home everyday, with green fungified fur.. I mean, Where does the feline go?? So I thought i'd follow him.. Apart from the fact that I did lose him just 3 minutes later.. But ahem, annnywayss.. I went outside, and got stuck on the roof.. Then I realised I should put a stop to this non sense, and climb back down.. As I was, a twig got stuck in a very very inappropriate place.The bottom. As I was climbing back down, I suddenly saw a pink fluffy thing on the side of the roof.. It was.... WAIT FOR IT...... It was.. * Loud Drumrolls begin..* MY SOCK!!! =O That has been lost for over 20 days!! =O .. How did it get there?? *Lightening begins to strike, on a sunny day.. Whilst rain starts to pour down as well..* *Oh, and the curtains mysteriously blow frantically, ahem.. With the windows tightly shut..*
WHO COULD IT BE?? DOES SOMEONE WANT TO TAKE MY TITLE OF BEING THE SOCK THIEF?!?! =O =O
*Dramatic music begins to play..as fake leaves blow around the room.. Oh, and my hair goes crazy too..*

..Next Episode - Will the Blabber find out who is after her title - Princess BananaHammock, The Sock Thief - Or will she actually find out, that the furry black with white socks robber.. (In other words, Cookie) Is more than just a pretty adorable face??.. =O

Ahem.. Now that the excitement is over..
I, the Blabber shall Bid all my fans, Farewell..
Ta ra!!

Random something..

Alice: I don't want to be among mad people

The Cat: Oh, you can't help that.. We're all mad here! I'm mad.. You're mad..

Alice: How do you know I'm mad?

The Cat: You must be.. Or else you wouldn't of come here...

He he he! Yep.. Alice In Wonderland.. One of my all time favourite cartoons!! I watched it just the other day, and I had to put that in here.. This is exactly how I feel, when all of you read my blog.. *Shakes Head*..

Look for more of my "random somethings".. In all my blogs.. Yay! How very exciting!

Ahem.. I shall leave now..

PS - I'm eating mushrooms. And I can't believe it.. =P

It's Official..! I swear!

So it turns out that I couldn't wait till 8th of may to start using this.. The reason being, last night I spent exacitically 15 minutes writing my blog at msn spaces.. and one hour to publish it. Why you may ask? Well because it sucks. Officially. I lost my patience. And now here I am.. =) Yaay.!