A bit of a clump of uhm.

So One Tree Hill is back on the very top of my list - of favourite, greatest and also to the things that matter most to me in my life. Forget everything and everyone else. Yep.. It's definitely back. God.. How I've missed it.

I know I've been talking about TV a lot recently.. But come on!!! Teenage marriages, cheating, careers going wrong, getting rich, publishing novels (a life long dream), Prison and most of all.. Heart breaks. Oh yeah... This is the drama my life misses. Well, scratch that. I guess almost all of that is part of my life in some way - apart from the "getting rich" part. Although, having said that.. I did play the Lottery this week. Never speak to soon!! Cough.

I've just realised that I lead a pretty dramatic life - well, the people in it lead those kind of lives.. And I somehow become a part of it by listening to them. Oh my god. Could this really be? Am I one of the Tree Hill people?! IS MY DREAM REALLY COMING TRUE!!!! GASP!

...

Having had my moment of pretend-fame, let's move on!

I had an interesting night tonight. I didn't really do anything out of the ordinary or you know, ecstatic in any way. It was just lovely to be out with friends and chit chat about really meaningless things - Example:

Friend: I know.. Did you see her in Dancing On Ice?
Me: She was so good.
Friend: No she wasn't.
Me: Oh okay. Who are you talking about anyway?
Friend: You know.. The person who dances on ice.
Me: Uhh.. The show IS called Dancing on Ice, I'd imagine everyone would be doing that.
Friend: Hahahahah Oh yeah! That's true.
Me: But you know.. You can beg to differ. Maybe it's one of those cases where they make you think it's ice.. But it's actually.. Fake Ice.
Friend: .. Like jelly?
Me: Like Jelly.
Friend: Jelly.
Me: I wonder.. If it were on tv.. would they call it "Dancing on Jelly.. On Telly".
Friend: *Unamused, baffled and wondering why she was my friend*. Uhm ...

Of course this isn't really a REAL excerpt from today.. But it's practically the way most conversations go. Some may say, that it's useless.. But oh no. You need to look beyond the uhm.. Lines of pure.. Uh.. Cleverness, to see that we're actually talking about something far more.. er.. Important - yes! That's it.. Important.

Blimey. I have realised many things today, as I've mentioned earlier. But one of the main things is that - I never talk of anything important. Nope. Don't even know what the word means. Well I do.. But you know.

Talking about important things - today, I found out that I am a Libertarian! Obviously it took me 19 years and 11 months to figure out what the word even meant. But it was great knowing that I have some sort of political views. Even though I hardly understood the questions I was being asked. I mean how are you supposed to know what words like "regulation" and "monopolies" mean at 6 o'clock in the evening? [I was doing a quiz on Facebook by the way.. If that makes any more sense!]

AND! Might I add.. I have decided to do something interesting, and non-time-wasting with my life for the summer! I know what you're all thinking - you're thinking, "Oh great! One MORE plan for her life.. That will obviously be forgotten in the next few hours".. But oh no. See, you've got me all wrong this time! I've decided to apply to BBC (I know.. Like I stand a chance!) for some sort of internship/voluntary stuff. Even if they keep me in the coffee-making room. Or you know.. Make me just do dusting around - I will do it. It's the BBC after all. They broadcast EASTENDERS. Okay, no that's not the ENTIRE reason.. Cough.

I shall head off now and try and think about some MORE plans.. In case BBC actually realises what they're getting themselves into if they hire me. Tsk.

Grumble

.. Okay maybe not that constant with the whole writing thing. Tsk.

In my defence, I've been really busy.. With you know.. Stuff. Fluff. Etc..

Okay! OKAY!! You caught me.. I can't lie any further. I've been watching me waste my life away these past few weeks - in watching trashy tv, sleeping.. Did I mention, watching trashy tv? I didn't realise how important bad tv is.. And let me tell you - it's very important. I mean, watching things like "my super sweet 16".. "Hogan knows best".. And well.. I'm pretty sure you all know what i'm talking about now. Yep.. THAT kind of trashy tv. The kind that if you watch, your IQ level drops. You know, if you have one, that is. But it's so great, watching 16 year old - spoilt teenagers go "oh my gawd, like, daddy can I please have a hummer for my birthday.. I don't want a lexus anymore daddy. Like if I don't get one then my party will be so like.. embarrasing. Please daddy."

I'm starting to wonder why exactly I watch it.. tsk

A few weeks back I worked 3 days in a row.. I worked till I couldn't feel my feet anymore. Until my feet couldn't feel themselves either! It was like a luxury when I sat down, even if for two minutes.. I think I realised how much I take, sitting down - for granted. Which is why, over the past 2 weeks of my holiday, I have shown great passion for sitting down. Hence, the trashy tv.

Yeah.. No matter how I put it, it just doesn't seem to sound like a good enough excuse to why I .. I.. Gosh, I can't even bring myself to saying it!

Anyway.. Moving on from this.. Uh.. topic.

I've recently found out that my exams start in May. That is, Next month. I have also recently found out that I need to study 3 full University-size text books for 3 of the subjects.. So It's safe to say, I'm not a happy bunny. Although "recently" does, in actuality mean "close to a few months ago".. But you know. That's considered fairly recent as well. Cough. I guess this is what happens when I miss lectures - for reasons as straight forward as "I forgot I had a lecture" - even when the timetable is pasted on my wall. In big block letters. Tsk.

In other news:

I've fallen in love with Westlife's song - Us against the world. It's one of the most sweetest songs ever. It's the kind of song that makes me get all dreamy. Yeah, it's been a while since a cheesy song has made me feel that way!

OH MY GOD! This man on TV just climbed an entire building without any support whatsoever..

.. And that my friends, is my cue to stop writing. Tsk.