Yes, it's been ages since I've actually opened my blog to write something interesting.. I know, I've deprived you all of my fancy words, great thoughts and absolute sheer coolness. I'm sorry for that.
But look! I came back! Oh yes I did.. =D
I've been literally, enjoying my life to the absolute fullest these past few weeks.. I've experienced things I never thought I would, or possibly was clouded against. Moments like being in a fast car, with the window wide open and singing to all sorts of songs with your mates, whilst driving down to the pizza place at 3AM.. Is just one of the many things that have made me feel alive.. Like myself. Yeah, it may seem really silly and very everyday-like.. But I don't think I've ever felt more free, and completely footloose.
Being away from uni, feels so odd now. It feels like a whole part of me has gone on a long pause, until I go back. I just feel like a very different person now.. A more lively, more open and happier person. I love this feeling. It's like I'm always on this great high.
Being at uni, is such a different experience. It's been six weeks only, and yet I feel like I know some of the people I've met, for years. We don't have big massive discussions about how life is like this or like that, or how our pasts have affected us, if at all. We don't care about the specifics about people.. There's no care about where you've come from and what kind of family you've come from. It's all about you, as an individual. It's all about moulding your own views, beliefs and opinions..
These past several weeks have taught me so much about myself. I'm finally at a place of absolute comfortablity (if such a word exists!) .. No one dictates your actions or words, and most of all, no one judges you either. Whoever you are, whatever you've done - you're accepted. And what makes it far better are the friends I've made, who are real individuals. No one is a clone. And most of all, no one is from East London.. 'Nuff said!
I've talked so much about growing up in this blog of mine.. Though I don't think I ever did. Things from the past, or new struggles at the time always stopped me from achieving what I wanted to. Yeah, I always used to say "from now on, I'm going to take this or that with a pinch of salt".. Erm, yeah.. Kind of saw how well that worked. It was always this sick-cycle. But I am pleased and absolutely bloody glad to say that I've managed to break that cycle.
It's no wonder everyone always says.. "The university years you'll go through, will be the best years." I can see why that comment would be true.
Finally, I've been going through a lot of change with my music as of recently.. And I have to say, The Beatles are becoming a rather large part of it. I. Love. Them. So here's one of my favourite songs by them.. The quality isn't that good, but it's worth a watch/listen.
